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[Luminosity]

Bonus questions for extra credit:

Why?

How are you avoiding it?

How does that make you feel?


Supportive feedback only please, if any

Please no advice, debating or criticism to the posters.

Thank you.

Edited by Luminosity, 19 January 2012 - 01:54 AM.

[Luminosity]

I'm aggressively avoiding dealing with an insurance problem. I feel betrayed and left at sea because a company I trusted for over a decade is acting badly. I feel really mad because this seems to be making me do the same errands over and over again. I feel depleted because this is too much for me and I should let it go. But I feel unable to do that because I get fired up. I don't like to be taken advantage of. I hate social systems that screw with people and I feel like I have to defeat them but then I'm just one person with health issues and it's not healthy. So I came into the library to deal with this but my mind would not wrap around it. I don't want to spend my limited time on the library computers on that bullshit when I'd rather do something better. It makes me mad.

Then it made me even madder when I went to this library and there was a twenty minute wait for the two feeble computers. They have a building the size of the library next door which they could use for a computer room but they are pretending it's needed for mysterious functions that take place out of the public's eye. I doubt that. I got in a discussion with the librarian about that. It sucks completely. So I came to another library. I'm one foot from the person on each side of me. The guy on one side has a cough, an Asian guy. The librarian's computers are about five feet from each other. It just fills me with anger.

I should be buckling down on this insurance issue but I don't want to. I really hate people that make me redo errands and do unnecessary errands. Fuck those greedy fuckheads. This pisses me off completely.

[treonsverdery]

Luminosity, many community colleges have zero fee registration as well as courses listed as having zero cost. Registering online automatically gives you computer use ability. The computer lab here is open 14 or more hours a day.

[Luminosity]

Please no advice, debating or criticism to the posters.

Edited by Luminosity, 21 January 2012 - 05:45 AM.

[Lufega]

I have to prepare for a BIG exam before I can go on with my edumecation. I'm avoiding that like the plague.

[corb]

I'm avoiding doing my term projects and earning some fast money I need for a vacation later this month.

I'm avoiding work by procrastinating. TV series, music, drawing for fun instead of doing my projects, playing games on my pc, going out, etc.
It makes me feel like a lazy bum. And it's true. Depressing.

*sigh* I guess I should go do one of my term projects now that I got reminded I have to do them.

[treonsverdery]

Looking at the registry on a lab computer where the regulations strongly suggest avoiding registry edits.

Its fine to look, I might feel the urge to edit though.

I want a greenscreen add on to work with windows movie maker Vista

Edited by treonsverdery, 07 February 2012 - 12:00 AM.

[nowayout]

Deciding what to do with the rest of my life. I am very unhappy here, but my job is too good to leave (it is pretty much unique), and so it is easier to just escape into reading novels and wasting time on the internet than to do something about it.

[Luminosity]

Good posts. Thanks for that.

[Luminosity]

Thought I'd bump this up for the new school year

[Luminosity]

Maybe the central task of my life

Bonus questions for extra credit:

Why?

It feels like too much for me


How are you avoiding it?

Doing this


How does that make you feel?

Relieved but avoidant

Edited by Luminosity, 11 November 2012 - 01:13 AM.

[Luminosity]

Going back to my icky apartment and living my icky life. Immersing myself in the muck of my existence. All the cold and hopeless circumstances that have accrued around me. Trying to get back into writing when all the ways seem blocked. And feeling disregarded by lesser beings that don't deserve to reject me. Ugh! You suck lesser beings. Get offa me. Go back to hell, you half-wits.

[Luminosity]

Everything.

Bonus questions for extra credit:

Why? It's all too much and there isn't enough profit in it. The game isn't worth the candle.

How are you avoiding it? Television!

How does that make you feel? Numb and drifting. Starving cause I didn't have enough food at home. Weak and scared because I've avoided so much stuff I had to do.

[Luminosity]

..

Edited by Luminosity, 23 February 2013 - 06:33 AM.

[Luminosity]

Writing some letters and getting involved in something I hope I don't have to get involved in.

Bonus questions for extra credit:

Why? Cause it makes me feel heavy and brings me down

How are you avoiding it? This, reading Rolling Stone, and resting

How does that make you feel? Ambivalent

Edited by Luminosity, 23 July 2013 - 03:53 AM.

[Luminosity]

I'm avoiding a heavy task.

Bonus questions for extra credit:

Why? It makes me feel bad to think of it, I'm tired of things like this. I need more things that build me up and support me.

How are you avoiding it? Being here and doing this.

How does that make you feel? bad