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I had an epic fail, since stop writing and doing the things in this blog.
I realize now, I was on a higher plane of consciousness when I wrote this(as the new age people would say).
Since then I got into a very deep dark depression. I had a relapse with some drugs, couldn't stop using for weeks. Put on 20 in a month,
It was lame. All my habits, and habits in the making disappeared.
To be honest, apart of the fire inside me feels like is sorta died,
But I am climbing my way out of the deep dark hole called depression.
My habits for MAY
Morning ritual- meditation, review life goals, vizualize day, review princples, review day goals, review insights,
hygiene ritual-floss, brush teeth, while listening to self-made hypnosis tape
*affirmations in the car
*say hello to 10 woman
*go out and socialize for 30 min
Night ritual- type in this habit log, fear list, 10 step, plan what I am going to do on fears list.
*hypnosis tape while going to bed
I will probably add more. I am getting pretty tired. Going to bed,
I realize now, I was on a higher plane of consciousness when I wrote this(as the new age people would say).
Since then I got into a very deep dark depression. I had a relapse with some drugs, couldn't stop using for weeks. Put on 20 in a month,
It was lame. All my habits, and habits in the making disappeared.
To be honest, apart of the fire inside me feels like is sorta died,
But I am climbing my way out of the deep dark hole called depression.
My habits for MAY
Morning ritual- meditation, review life goals, vizualize day, review princples, review day goals, review insights,
hygiene ritual-floss, brush teeth, while listening to self-made hypnosis tape
*affirmations in the car
*say hello to 10 woman
*go out and socialize for 30 min
Night ritual- type in this habit log, fear list, 10 step, plan what I am going to do on fears list.
*hypnosis tape while going to bed
I will probably add more. I am getting pretty tired. Going to bed,
