So I'm an avid video gamer and I tend to be attracted to the online multiplayer, competitive FPS games mostly. I've noticed that I generally suck at these games. I've been playing them since before the internet, when Doom II was played on a BBS dialup connection. Granted, at that time E-sports was not even a concept anyone had thought of.
I played through Quake III Arena, Unreal Tournament, Counter Strike, Halo, Team Fortress II and Overwatch, now I'm playing Echo VR Combat which is a virtual reality based game with similar aspects of style to Overwatch and Halo, it's popular on the Oculus Rift.
Despite all this experience, despite hours of play time, despite all this, I remain at an abysmal skill level that makes me feel as if everyone has been genetically modified to be superior at these games somehow. The hand eye coordination that one would think I'd have developed through muscle memory and years of practice is at a level that makes me feel as if I'm competing against an all knowing artificial general intelligence that cannot be beaten, except that it's other people of all ages and I can hear them and talk to them.
The same thing has happened with the Piano, with Improv comedy, with any other endeavor I seek to become good at, I am just not good.
The only thing I am good at is remembering vast amounts of technical information, about systems mainly, biology and computers. Even then I pale in comparison to other enthusiasts on this board who really know their shit.
So am I stupid? What is wrong with me? Is there some way to fix this?
Rhonda Patrick's website has a 23 and Me raw data analyzer that reports on any known issues with various SNPs, explaining with references and giving some advice on counters. One of my SNPs is associated with diminished motor learning: rs6265(A;G) - or decreased levels of BDNF. I exercise and sauna like nobody else but it's not solved this problem.
Brain-derived neurotrophic factor (BDNF) is a neurotrophin that is involved in both the growth of new neurons, proliferation (or expansion) of existing neurons, and in the maintenance of synapses. This genotype, rs6265(A;G), is associated with decreased activation of BDNF and has been shown to result in decreased short-term plasticity which is important for motor control, speech recognition and working memory and has a greater error in short-term motor learning.Since this genotype is linked to lower BDNF levels and exercise is a well-known activator of BDNF, exercise may play a critical role in increasing BDNF levels in individuals with this genotype.This genotype, however, may confer an advantage: it may be protective against depression and confer resistance to social defeat.