Ok quick update on this, I did SAM-E for 2 days at 400mg every morning, which was absolutely amazing, BUT! I got weird inflammation in my urinary tract which I have had in the past but went away. I friggin freaked out and stopped the SAM-E now for 3-4 day after the last 400mg dose of SAM-E took I felt profoundly DIFFERENT unlike any drug or whatsoever, I felt my mind and soul going inwards, I know it sound fking weird and it is... its hard to describe.
I have the Akt gene which is associated with shizophrenia and cannabis withdrawal, now methionine metabolism itself can also affect kynurenic acid, I was fking tripping balls when sleeping and waking up, heart pounding, fking freaking out.
I should mention I also felt very fatigued, so I took 200mg ornithine + a cup of coffee for 2 days around 5 days after last SAM-E pills and this aggrevated the hallucogenic state. I was getting bizzare and very scary nightmares, pounding heart, asking myself is life worth living, will I ever be the same again.
Im not exactly sure what happened but holy shit am I shitting my pants, it has finally calmed down.
At some points it felt like my mind was sent into the cosmos and I start asking what is god? where is god? I swear I was fking tripping like a mad man on this (in a very bad way, imagine the worst bad trip ever together with profound inflammation).
Now methionine (and its metabolism is not so save), btw I got the same weird panic attack and dissociative like states on ZMA (zinc mono-METHIONINE), no other forms of zinc ever give this to me btw.
Btw methionine is not that save as it seems, people have even died from it, look here:
Adverse event associated with methionine loading test: a case report.
"The death of a control subject after an oral load of methionine for a study of the possible relationship between homocysteine and Alzheimer's disease is reported. The subject developed postload plasma concentrations of methionine far beyond those reported previously in humans given the usual oral loading dose of methionine (100 mg/kg body wt). Her preload plasma metabolite values rule out known genetic diseases that might predispose one to unusually high methionine concentrations. The most likely explanation for these events is that the subject received a substantial overdose of methionine. The possibility that extremely high methionine concentrations may lead to severe cerebral effects is discussed, and it is recommended that any move to increase the sensitivity of the usual methionine loading test by increasing the dose of methionine either not be undertaken or be taken only with extreme care."