Hello,
Those who lurk here know I've dealt with a constellation of issues for some time. I've tried various fixes but nothing is sustainable. I'm at the end of my rope-really hoping someone here can be of help.
The fundamental issue is brain fog/ocd/difficulty concentrating/chronic fatigue. This has been a problem basically my entire life. In school, I used to have trouble sitting up straight-I was inflexible and had lower back pain. I was also half asleep all the time, and just couldn't sustain attention for any meaningful period of time.
This worsened in college. Previously, I had the ability to focus when needed, though not much of the time. As college carried on my ability diminished further and further; grades suffered.
I suffer from the following:
-Chronic fatigue (poor sleep, but also not awake)
-Pain issues and weakness
-Body composition issues (fat, even with a good diet and exercise)
-Low libido
-Low enjoyment of life/desire to do things
-Withdrawal. I'm in my own head. Hardly pay attention to what's going on in the world. Just...tuned out, if that makes any sense at all.
Things that help:
-ALCAR. Cleared up some of the fatigue issues, but eventually the cholinergic effect was too much
-Piracetam. Gets my motivation going again. Had trouble with the side effects though, eg irritability
And a separate section for Vit D, which is a life changer (my levels were 20 before supplementation):
-Body comp issues solved (no longer have trouble digesting fats). MUCH stronger.
-Fatigue issues solved/chronic pain solved
-Some motivational benefits
-Felt "awake and aware" for literally the first time in my life
BUT, to get to a dose that really gets me where I need to go (5k iu), hypercalcemia sets in:
-Muscle twitches
-Irritability
-Constipation
Plus, it can make me manic (feels like glutamate overload). Vit K in superdoses blunts these effects, but then it seems to dampen my cognition all over again (I believe there is an ACH-lowering effect at play here). And even then, Vit K isn't perfect, still can't fight off the calcium.
Makes me think Vit D is having some kind of secondary effect, which some other compound might target more directly/effectively.
Please, anyone help, getting desperate. The main issue is-I know what I CAN be, and I have been there at times, but just can't sustain it, which is so incredibly depressing/frustrating.
Lab work attached. Nutrahacker attached. Can provide full 23andme SNPs if needed. Thanks.