I swear I have ADD as an adult, I used to be able to focus on things extremely well, obsessively, learning about new subjects until I had a heap of information, and then more! I used to be able to explain things really well such that even people who knew barely anything about a subject could understand.
I can't do this anymore. I believe meditation is part of the cause, over the last couple years my thoughts have changed largely, I can think in overall picture now but fail at the minutia. This is annoying to me. I want to be able to focus again. For example, imagine before I was a programmer who could write the best programs in the world. Now I am the guy who can conceptualize the program but can't write it.
Creating this post, a couple paragraphs, took me way longer than it should. It's hard for me to actually DO things because as I'm writing this I'm imagining all the other things I want to do