Hi. Do you guys have any good suggestions for finding something special for me?
Im looking particular substance or STACK, which will made me very emotional responsive to my goals that I want to achieve? To see scenarios in my head and turn those emotions into logical critical steps?
Im like that, when combining modafinil with alcohol, but I don't want to be alcoholic and modafinil alone just makes me not care for my emotions. So this stack is definitely not ok. I dont like phenibut with moda also.
See I have very big drive for things, hunger, but I would like to break them down into some logical sense, analyse them and create. So I need emotions, the excitement for my goals cannot be dulled. Emotions must be there but also need find some logical sorting in them. Analysing them more easily and turning them in steps.
1st criteria is that it doesn't dull my emotions, empathy, excitement, optimism and "naiveness". I must care for others (modafinil take this away from me), I must see excitement in achieving goals.
2nd criteria is to dissect those feeling easily and find structure to it.
Im looking mainly for racetams, since I tried almost everything else on this earth. Not joking
Do you have any suggestions?