Hi Everyone,
I'm currently in the process of recovering from a burnout, which I'll explain in more detail below, and I was hoping to get your valuable advice as well.
Background
Male, mid 30s.
I've had issues with anxiety for as long as I can remember. At some point in my late 20s, I worked with a therapist, which helped a lot. I also took St. John's Wort for many years with good results.
Burnout
The last couple of years have been very stressful, especially work-wise and around 8 months ago I started experiencing panic attacks and reached the point, where I was constantly in the fight-or-flight mode. I struggled to sleep, had no appetite, had terrible anxiety, intrusive thoughts and fatigue.
I went on sick leave and started therapy. I've learned how to deal with panic attacks in a couple of months but still struggled with anxiety, insomnia and intrusive thoughts. I would get overwhelmed very easily by mental or physical activities. It had a major impact on my mood too, since I was having a really difficult time and wasn't sure if I'll ever get better.
Around 5 months in, I started taking St. John's Wort (Jarsin 450mg), zinc picolinate (10-15mg), using Apollo Neuro device, and went on a long holiday, which was a breakthrough moment. Even though, I still struggled with anxiety and had to rest a lot, I managed to enjoy myself and had faith that things will get better at some point.
Reintegration
It's been almost 9 months since the burnout started and I've been very gradually reintegrating back to work (different role, though) for over a month now. It's a stressful process, but I'm enjoying the routine and a sense of purpose. Even though I'm feeling a lot better, I still don't quite feel like myself yet. I'm still more anxious than before the burnout, I get stressed easily, I can handle way less mental and physical exertion (and overdoing it causes anxiety right away), I'm not sleeping as well as I'd like, my cognitive skills are not where they used to be, I feel traumatized by the whole burnout experience (confirmed by my therapist as well) etc etc. If I had to pick one, though, I feel like I could make the most gains overall right now by improving my sleep.
TLDR
Initial symptoms
- Panic attacks
- Intense anxiety & intrusive thoughts
- Insomnia / poor sleep
- Constant fight-or-flight mode
- Moodiness
- Intense muscle tension and soreness
- GI issues / IBS
- Fatigue
- Impaired cognition
Current symptoms
- Anxiety & intrusive thoughts
- Average sleep (waking up too many times, often struggling to fall back asleep after 5am or so)
- Fatigue
- Impaired cognition
- Poor recovery from mental and especially physical stress (cortisol?)
- IBS flare-ups
What have I tried so far?
- Therapy - helps a lot.
- St. John's Wort (Jarsin 450mg) - helps a lot in terms of mood, anxiety and, to some extent, sleep.
- Running - helps a lot in terms of mood and anxiety, but I feel extremely tired if I overdo it, which then actually triggers anxiety and intrusive thoughts (it's a shame, since I used to love running longer distances).
- Cold showers (1min after a hot shower) - helps a lot in terms of mood, anxiety and stress.
- Zinc picolinate (10-15mg) - helps a lot in terms of anxiety and physical symptoms, such as muscle tension & GI issues.
- Kefir - helps with digestion, especially when I have an IBS flare-up, but I believe it improves my overall well-being too, somehow.
- Chamomile tea - helps a bit with anxiety and sleep.
- Melatonin (0.1mg) - helps to fall asleep.
- Deep breathing - helps a lot in terms of reducing anxiety and physical tension, especially the box breathing and physiological sigh techniques.
- Apollo Neuro device - helps to fall asleep easier (also when I wake up at night) and to unwind in the evenings (based on Garmin HRV & stress level data).
- Daylight lamp (10k lumen) - only started using it recently, but it seems to help with sleep and mood.
- Yoga - mixed feelings, easy yoga seems fine but I had a terrible experience after an intense vinyasa class, where I had bad anxiety and my body was just tense the whole night (high cortisol?).
- Magnesium - did not help, made it more difficult to fall asleep.
- CBD oil - mixed feelings, seemed to improve anxiety a bit but usually made it more difficult to fall asleep (contrary to when I tried it years ago, when it improved my sleep tremendously).
- Valerian extract - seemed to help with anxiety and sleep a bit, but didn't sit well in my stomach and made me feel moody next day, sometimes.
Obviously, the above is just my personal experience. Please do not take any of it as advice and reach out to your doctor or therapist if you're having difficulties of your own.
Questions
- What would you recommend in order to improve my sleep? I'd like to wake up less throughout the night and improve the overall quality, which I'm hoping will improve other symptoms.
- What would you recommend in order to restore my cognitive function? I'd like to restore my concentration and general cognitive abilities to the point where I could have a normal work day without feeling overwhelmed or exhausted by the end of it.
- What would you recommend in order to improve my physical condition? I'd like to be able to run long distances again. I currently run 5-8km at a time and have to do it really slowly (used to run up to the marathon distance).
- Is there anything else you'd recommend based on my symptoms? For example, I have a suspicion that my vagal tone is out of balance as are my hormones (especially cortisol). And then there's inflammation as well.
I'm looking forward to hearing from you soon. Thank you in advance!
Edited by Chōkyori ran'nā, 27 November 2022 - 09:19 PM.