I agree I too would probably have to be very desperate before resorting to ECT. Right now I don't think I'm THAT treatment-resistant, I remain optimistic. I've been anxious person since teenager, and things got worse when resorting to things like Phenibut during adulthood. Psychedelics I guess could reveal something when it comes to the roots of my anxiety.
Low dose Naltrexone (LDN) is on ScienceGuy's list of safe and effective anxiolytics. I have 50 mg Naltrexone tablets, I wonder if there is a way to somehow split them to try LDN. There are also couple of other things in ScienceGuy's list that I haven't tried. I don't agree with his main idea that all GABAergics are bad, but he's done some good research on non-GABAergic anxiolytics.
Indeed, did you and your psychiatrist or therapist don't know what the roots of your anxiety is. You not only need to treat it with substances but also with psychology/therapy. If you don't assess this maybe it will indeed come up while under influence of psychedelics and therapy.
As you already know the psychiatry did me dirty, they labeled me paranoid schizophrenic with conspiracy delusions and locked me up inside my mind about a true story, I was not allowed therapy. Things I already knew 18 years ago revealed itself 17 years later while my current psychiatrist was taken my biography and gave me therapy, all those years I've been in pain and hell but I never been sick. I'm stronger then ever since therapy and finally I have a clear insight what the ingredients are for me to have a psychotic episode.
Another thing you can try is CBD, drops I didn't notice much (maybe I was unfortunate of buying snake oil all the time) but with inhaling it it causes my mind to sort what's playing in my head but due to other cannabinoids in the buds you might feel a bit being under influence but without the anxiety THC would cause.
You seem to have a good relationship with your psychiatrist, why not just ask for LDN?
Edited by YoungSchizo, 10 June 2023 - 01:56 PM.