Okay, you'll have to bear with me on this one. Any and all thoughts are welcome.
Most nights I have nothing or 1 glass of wine. However, once in a while (say, twice a year) I end up drinking too much at a party. The odd thing about it is that the hangover actually feels good in terms of mood and focus. I can best describe it as a calm focus.
Normally, I'm either really "on" or, less rarely, not - if not, I have word recall problems, problems focusing, and yet I'm high strung. If I disagree with someone, my brain gets all bunched up and I can't sort out my thoughts. It's embarrassing. Even about topics that I know quite a bit about. I'm sort of unfocused and jittery at the same time. This is magnified in social situations.
Hangovers seem to get rid of all of that. They sedate me, yet it's as if a cloud is lifted. Now, I can speak fluidly. I can focus on any task. I have a calm and collected feel. My recall is extraordinary.
The question is, "why?"
Again, to repeat, I'm not advocating anyone or myself doing this.
However, the reason I'm asking is that it might provide a clue for how I can improve my clarity and focus on a daily basis?
I've read somewhere that shock treatment works by wiping out short term memory - perhaps this is why I feel so good the morning after too much drink?
The other theory I have is that alcohol is sleep disrupting - and thus mimics "wake therapy," where sudden sleep deprivation/waking up very early, resets circadian rhythms and briefly lifts depression.
I thought perhaps someone here might give me some insight on why all this might be so? Or, perhaps there are others who have experienced the same?
Love & kisses to all
Edited by katzenjammer, 29 November 2007 - 03:55 PM.