Because I've been under a lot of stress (college, work etc) from the beginning of this year, I thought giving a 5-HTP a try, to make things go "smoother". Well it did go smoother, until everything was so smooth that I started lose interest in most of the things I usually find thrilling and interesting.
The first week was OK. Felt slightly spaced out, peaceful, slept very well.
On the second week the inital side-effects wore out, but all of a sudden I started feeling this odd hue coloring most of my feelings. It's very difficult to articulate this bizarre emotion, but it felt as everything was standing distrubingly still or the present moment felt like past. This is at least how I would describe this, even though everything was occuring on the emotional level, not like I was going mad or losing contact with reality. Overall I didn't find this very comfortable.
On the third week things started to get even more bizarre. The previously mentioned feelings intensified, also I felt my motivation was dropping (even though I wasn't feeling depressed, at least not much), I started having difficulties with concentrating on my studies, I got bored easily - everything felt pointless. In addition the "hue" I felt behind my emotions became more like a disgust mixed with dysthymia...towards everything...and without any reason.
Anyway this was the point I decided to drop 5-HTP. I have slowly started to feel better and the wierd emotional perceptions have subsided.
Has anyone had similar experiences with 5-HTP? The cause must be serotonergic, but it also baffles me, because I've taken SSRIs in the past and never felt so literally falling out of reality. This stuff is scary and it's advertised as a natural all-good alternative to pharmaceuticals??