The Wings of Freedom
My dreams continue to be hyperlucid. Every day I take 3g piracetam every 3 hours, and a 3.5g dose right before bed.
Falling asleep takes longer, but I get far more quality per sleep-hour than ever before! It's like some king of miracle
that never ends, one that gets
better and better every day. Yes, from the very first day on June 10 of last year until today, each day I get better sleep and wake up more refreshed.
What my brain is telling me is that it is gradually becoming remade, polished like some rough intersurface superjunction into a mirror finish. Frictionless. Always rotating, moving forever more without loss or wear. Think about the seaplane, or even the wheeled version on a runway. As it takes off it rolls along the runway or ploughs along the surface of the water. At a certain point it reaches a high enough velocity to pull the wheels or pontoons off the surface. At that point all friction with the supportive surface vanishes instantly and only air resistance holds it back. At that point it can accelerate even faster and fly off into that vast blue ocean we call the sky.
The real magic is when the energy-sucking, wearing force of friction drops away like the totally uneccesary burden that it is, leaving the soul to accelerate to eternity. Piracetam is the crucial element for without it even the most powerful 'pushers' such as LSD and the related elevating-accelerating psychedelics are useless in the long term. Just like an overdriven engine, a brain without neurolube will wear out quickly under the pressure of such agents.
However, eliminate the neuroelectromechanical friction and the true potential of such agents becomes apparent. I have not yet tested the combination but reports at my
piracetam potentiation page indicate something revolutionary is hiding around the next corner...
And the
hours! I go to bed crazy late at night or early in the morning, yet don't suffer virtually any compromise in performance the next day, and of course ZERO TIREDNESS NO MATTER HOW LATE I GO TO BED, AND NO MATTER HOW FEW HOURS OF SLEEP I'VE HAD.
I know that's a hard to believe statement. I don't take caffeine or alcohol either. Yet it is absolutely TRUE. I feel my mind is becoming a machine that never stops. It spins in some beautiful place of its own. It never cries and always tries. It has become
relentless at a level of totality that I could never even imagine before. Since recent years excepting the last I had begun to not have to wait for my computer. Now I have to wait for Windows again - the GUI just can't keep up with my mental processing speed. It is so nice to outpace a 2.25GHz. machine, in fact it is damn euphoric.
During the final days of World War II, Allied pilots flying their propeller-driven aircraft had the opportunity to witness the first (though insufficient in number and too late in timing to effect the war's outcome) deployment of jet aircraft in wartime. One of them described his vision of the revolutionary advanced German craft: "
It flew like the angels were pushing". Even today so many years after reading the quote while researching jet propulsion, it brings a smile to my face as I contemplate other kinds of planes the angels might decide to push.
Finally, something almost metaphysical. I have met highly intelligent, fast and tireless people before. When I looked into their eyes they shone - not like a glow so much as an enhanced optical reflectivity. A shiny surface. It seems to be a measure of mental-energetic function level. When people are damaged or ill or tired or just plain stupid, they have dull eyes. When they are dead there is no more shine at all.
And over this past year my eyes have become so much more shiny. I can see it in a mirror and I can also see it from the inside of my vision (how can I explain that?). That shininess is very exciting and corresponds with the intensity of my dreaming. It is how well my awareness can grasp this universe and also how well it can bend and flow.
Lastly, recently I've had this feeling. It's the feeling of everything beginning. I'm 30 years old yet here is this feeling that was missing from so many of my years. It's like an excitement that can be felt in the back. Like the feeling just before good acid or mushrooms start to come on. Like standing on the start line of the most amazing race.
What I love the most is the humanness of this wonder molecule. I feel the soft, true and eternal gentleness of the humane archetype, a core in the midst of clear power that radiates in all natural ways for all true reasons. This is a molecule with heart, and heart is what drives the true path of all humanity. There is no excess or deficiency, no sedation or overdrive, no twisting of the natural shape of the psyche - an undesireable effect of almost every other psychoactive.
Like the shadow of God, it is both invisible and yet inside and outside everything. By its silence the quietest voice is the loudest, and with its inaudible song shakes the Universe into something which is inconceivable. As the molecules and ions dance within the vastness of a biologic system, each one has a spirit. With piracetam all the subtle avenues which lead to total integration show their courses as a new dawn reveals them. With their hearty sub-picosecond electron-shell reconfigurations, vibrational-rotational transitions and numerous other quantum expressions these wonderful friends of mine are playing a tune just for me. Their message is to enjoy the total value of their harmonic collaboration at the largest possible level of scalar physical integration which is my organism.
As with the mighty glacier, the slowest is also the most powerful; my process is still ongoing after a year and a month. Every day is a steady advance to never be left behind but in the colourful space of my memories.
Last week I sent an email full of thanks and my passion for their amazing creation to UCB {contactucb@ucb.com}, host of the
Dr. Corneliu E. Giurgea, inventor of Piracetam way back in 1964 - 45 years ago! I never received a response but assume some secretary or other person got to read it and smiled.
Edited by Isochroma, 19 July 2009 - 11:44 PM.