After reading through this entire thread I've come to the conclusion that I have similar brain chemistry to
zrbarnes. I'm ADHD-PI, usually in a state of having zero motivation or drive (which is painful, because I have tons of ambition), prone to depressive episodes, wide awake at night, and barely conscious for the first half of the day.
It was only 2 months ago I learned that I have ADHD, and since then my entire perspective on myself has changed (In a positive way). Luckily I live in Canada, and I was able to find an extremely good ADHD specialist that sees me every 2 weeks free of charge. I'm currently prescribed ritalin, but it has short-lived positive effects (1-2 hours tops) and then it just zombifies me and actually exacerbates my depression. I'm also prescribed Wellbutrin SR 150mg, I can't say I have ever felt much of anything from this drug after taking it for 3 weeks.
So when I came across this thread, I went over to my healthfood store and I've purchased the following:
- Enzymatic's Forskohlii Extract 50mg @ 18% (9mg Forskolin)
- NOW L-Phenylalanine 500mg
- Dr. Dunner's "Cynarol" Artichoke Extract 470mg
- NOW 3mg Melatonin (I also have issues with sleep)
- Natural Factor's Quercetin Complex (I accidently bought the complex. It has 250mg Quercetin along with Grapeseed, "Blood Orange", and Tumeric Extracts, also with 10mg Coenzyme Q10)
Today was my first day trying this stack, I woke up and took:
10mg of methylphenidate
150mg Wellbutrin SR (for consistency)
3x 470mg of Artichoke Extract
9mg Forskolin
After an hour:
Mood: I couldn't believe the change in my mood. This is way too drastic of a change to be placebo, I have been extremely depressed lately (to the point where I don't enjoy any of my hobbies). I felt completely content most of the day, nothing seemed to bother me and my mind stayed clear. I kind of felt like I had a very subtle body-high... all my muscles felt extremely relaxed.
Motivation: I still wasn't really able to concentrate and accomplish what I needed to, the "urge" or "desire" to learn & work still isn't there. I'll see how tomorrow goes because I'm hoping to get a better night's sleep after taking the Melatonin.
I'm really interested in being prescribed a low dose of Adderall, even after reading about long-term neurotoxicity. MPH just doesn't cut it (in fact, it barely does anything at this point). I'm wondering if adding a capsule of the L-Phenylalanine in the morning might help? Right now my life is so off-track that trying Adderall seems like a necessity for me, the benefits seem like they would outweigh any negatives by a huge margin (at least temporarily).
I'll update my experiences over the next month... I am extremely hopeful.
Edited by Mr_G, 03 January 2013 - 09:00 AM.