I've got a question that I've been thinking about a lot recently. A while back, I was prescribed Zoloft. I however used it in a very irregular way, long before I began researching neuroscience and thereby started to fully understanding the full range of its mechanism of action. Basically, when I was first on it I took it as prescribed, building up the dosage and sustaining it for an extended period of time. After a while, I then took myself off of it, slowly tapering like I was supposed to. However, then it got weird.
For some reason I kept being indecisive about it, and began taking it in spurts of say, four days on, four days off. It wasn't even cycled like that, it was just x amounts of days on, then y amounts of days off whenever I decided I didn't want to take it. I wasn't tapering anymore, wasn't building it up. I would just take the same 50mg dosage after I hadn't been taking it for a while, then just drop after a few days. Sometimes I would take it for 2 weeks, then drop for a week or two. Fucked with my head a little bit when I really think back on it. Now, I've been off of it for over two years.
But this ultimately leads me to my question:
Can anyone really predict what neurological effects this could have had?
Judging by a few symptoms in my daily life it seems like my serotonergic system seems substantially less active than it once was. My emotions seem to be a lot more absent than they used to be, leaving me feeling a little empty. I've got Post-SSRI sexual dysfunction now (pre-ej, was never there before taking SSRIs) and this seems to be a potential result of low serotonin. I notice that when I take a 5-htp supplement things change a little bit, but I almost adjust to the 5-htp after an extended period and things go back to where they were before it.
I'm learning more about physiology and neuroscience, but my knowledge is still quite lower than a lot of people on this forum. To anyone that's able to contribute some knowledge/help, thanks!