First, a bit of background. I had been taking modafinil, since 7/2/04 for ADD, in doses ranging from 100mg a day, to 200mg twice a day.
In that time, I've loved its effects on sleep and concendration, but recently skipping a dose and life events caused me to reexamine modafinil and its effects on me.
Speech: It's killed my ability to have fun doing my impromptu speeches. (For those of you who are unfamiliar with me, I'm on my schools speech and debate team, and historically do quite well) This year however, my performance there has been atrocious.
Concentration: I’ve been too focused on negative aspects of life, and not enough on actually counteracting them.
Long term outlook: While I have looked at long term issues, I haven’t actually brainstormed or thought about long term plans, esp. vs. what I used to. My general outlook on the long term picture has also been fairly negative.
Mood: I have been fairly down in the last few months, which I didn’t realize was due to modafinil, and thought it was more due to life in general.
Personal Interactions: I've been much more abrasive and harsh, especially with my close friends.
Dry Mouth: And of course, the ever aggravating, dry mouth.
Since coming off the modafinil, (I've been off for a week) my mood has skyrocketed, and I'm much more positive. The shocking thing was, I didn’t take it Sunday, and immediately my mind ended up churning out lots of long term plans to think about.
I was wondering if anyone else had any experience with the downsides to modafinil, or if my experience here was unique. As far as I knew, modafinils side effects were extremely limited, am I just an anomaly?