Posted 19 June 2014 - 05:51 PM
I just finished my 3rd+ cycle and am in the superdrive uplift phase that occurs on cessation for me. I expect it should last about 2 months. Though there has been some return to baseline a while after ending the previous 2 cycles, my baseline of mood and cognitive function was higher each time. There is no feeling of hypomania or pressured drive with this uplift, just a feeling of high normalcy, positivity, hope, and a deep comfortable awareness of my self and the world around me.
Neuralstem's dosing results with their NSI-189 trial match perfectly with what I've found with my dosing. Though the higher doses 70-120 mg did have positive effects in terms of mood and cognition, it was not as much as at lower doses, and it also really pushed on my brain too hard, kind of making me hyper-aware. So if I do another cycle in the future, it will probably be at 60 mg per day.
A couple of other things that occurred without my intention: the first two cycles there was a lot of resurfacing of old memories, random and mostly non-traumatic memories. Maybe there was some kind of culling and decluttering going , or a recycling of old resources. This did not happen much on the third round.
I also experienced, near the end of this last round, very intense and specific food cravings. Shellfish of any kind, salmon, anchovies, calamari, and salmon eggs all became a major part of my diet for about 2 weeks. Since I was already eating a very healthy anti-inflammatory and nutrient-dense diet, plus supplements like DHA and phosphatidylserine, I was not likely deficient in any standard nutrient. I suspect that my brain was really needing something in these foods as a result of the neuronal growth that NSI-189 causes. A plausible speculation from evolutionary health is that our larger and more elaborate brain was the result of an early human diet of such foods.
The next step for me with NSI-189 is to discover and refine my strategies for making the best use of cycles in the brain and learning modalities to enhance these positive changes and keep them gently progressing. The best I've thus far come up with is multiples of the 24 hour circadian cycle, but I suspect that may be too simplistic. The brain may have much more complex cycles of time and neurogenesis. It would be great to know what they are...
The learning modalities part is getting fairly obvious for me, and I imagine to some others, especially on this board.
* newer CBT therapy\training (such as ACT) to install more helpful and safer (for brain health) patterns of thought and behavior
* trauma recovery therapy such as EMDR for those who have trauma or suspect they do
* self-hypnosis and binaural to support intentions, goals, and desirable new habits
* new activities that are enjoyable and relatively safe, ie., new places, people, hobbies, sports or physical activities
* adventures: experiences that are interesting and novel, occur over a time frame of at least a few days, pose some known and manageable psychological\emotional risk and involve the entire human system: body, mind, social, emotional, etc. Travel fits this category well.
* new learnings: such as language, skills
What I have thus far gotten from my experiments with NSI-189,
Reduction in stress responses, eradication of PTSD
Much improved processing of interpersonal issues and solutions
Much greater motivation and drive
More self-confidence
More accurate self-awareness
More energy
Higher libido
Better at multi-tasking
Greatly heightened appreciation of the pleasurable aspects of life
Greater compassion
Better memory
Improved spatial and navigational memory and judgement, especially evident in driving and physical activities
Deeper meditation
Although I did occasionally take a few other nootropics along with NSI-189, such as PRL-8-53, and found some of them helpful, I did not do this the last couple of months. I don't think they brought the permanent changes that I now have. I think NSI-189 was responsible for those.
To recycle and also transform DARPA's diabolical intentions for this drug to create a Warfighter of the Future: I have become a Peacelover of the Present.
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