Heading into the 6th day of NSI, still not noticing much improvements. Waking up make me feel out of it big time, talking and stuff feels forced (as if it doesn't already). Laughter and all that stuff doesn't come easy. Sleeping is a bit harder as yesterday, I did not feel one bit tired nor constantly yawning to sleep even though I came home from work after a longer than usual shift. 25-30mg once a day dose.
Still wondering if it gets better. Is it something I should just stick with to see and push through the feeling of emptiness? I don't know if my depression is just getting worse in general. It could be, but then again I really doubt it gets worse like this.