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[Flex]

Yarr...well I'm still taking it. still alive, although my brain expanded outside of the skull a bit and now I need a need a new pirate hat (joke hehe).

 

Short term (1-3 days) affects my mood and learning (mm best effect is when I take it in the evening for the next day...).

There are some long term changes that I cannot describe now - don't remember how I was before lol.

 

Not much to report besides that.

 

Could You try to describe it somehow ?

 

For me its even ok when You arent 100% sure about some changes.

Its just for my personal rough estimation, what might happen. The more input, the better.

 

Im still sitting on ~7g of Vlk´s stuff lol

[thedarkbobo]

Um well I think I was kinda bipolar so heavy mood swings (happy for few days, sad for few days...) now I am rarely sad and for a very short time, but maybe it's bcz of better job and people around me. I tend to feel less overall if some happy or sad event occurs (like today a guy was fired, it was rather his fault, I didn't care). Now I have to watch out how I react and to what I say as it might be inappropriate to not show some empathy. That might also be bcz we all age and bad things matter less when you have already experienced some of them.

 

Less fear/anxiety - or it's physical effects - not 100% sure how much of this I owe to NSI and how much to age and experience - hearing that new project comes I say bring it on

 

I might just have good part of my life now which makes my report really not objective.

[Al Capacino]

Can anyone please pm nsi phosphate source and price? Took it for about 6 months previously and since spiralling downwards for a while trying regular psychiatric pills again and alternatives I feel I need nsi after the positive experience last time. Thanks in advance!

[sentics]

i've seen some PTSD sufferers in this thread reporting improvement, my question is directed to people suffering from PTSD  who are taking SSRIs in conjunction with NSI - did you get good results? / heavy side effects?

 

I'm on my third day of nsi, taking 30 mg once daily, I'm also on sertraline and the results so far have been a bit weird. first two days it gave me extra energy but also a bit of extra nervousness, and I'm an extremely nervous person, + fatigue on top, Tired and Wired I guess you could say. what doesn't help is that I'm still tapering off venlafaxine while increasing sertraline, i even think about wanting to die from time to time (I'd never act on it) so i guess i really needed that noripephenine ...

also i tried to counter the anxiety with some tianeptine and got a vasovagal response, i had to lie down for several hours.

 

EDIT: did anyone who is taking SSRIs see any improvement at all from adding nsi-189 to it? or might AD medication be inhibiting the positive effects?

Edited by sentics, 15 October 2015 - 10:26 AM.

[Al Capacino]

i've seen some PTSD sufferers in this thread reporting improvement, my question is directed to people suffering from PTSD who are taking SSRIs in conjunction with NSI - did you get good results? / heavy side effects?

I'm on my third day of nsi, taking 30 mg once daily, I'm also on sertraline and the results so far have been a bit weird. first two days it gave me extra energy but also a bit of extra nervousness, and I'm an extremely nervous person, + fatigue on top, Tired and Wired I guess you could say. what doesn't help is that I'm still tapering off venlafaxine while increasing sertraline, i even think about wanting to die from time to time (I'd never act on it) so i guess i really needed that noripephenine ...
also i tried to counter the anxiety with some tianeptine and got a vasovagal response, i had to lie down for several hours.

EDIT: did anyone who is taking SSRIs see any improvement at all from adding nsi-189 to it? or might AD medication be inhibiting the positive effects?

The experience you describe of extra energy before an anxious energy takes hold is similar to many including my own. I suffer depression and anxiety although not anxiety attacks or anything. I was also taking venlafaxine when I started nsi. Nsi allowed me to stop taking any sort of pharmaceutical medication at all until the anxiety became too much and I then took pregabilin to counter it. So basically I'm saying I did have good effects from nsi with and without any other meds/substances. It kept me stable for abiut 6 months. I had my wedding and created a mammoth speech and the clarity of thought was very welcome. But then I ran out, didn't bother to buy more and have struggled since then trying all sorts. My psychiatrist refused me an maoi because I was honest enough to tell her of my self medication out of desperation. They are so fearful to prescribe maois it's unreal. I have had no history of addiction to anything. Just last two years because nothing they prescribes brings me enough relief anymore...

Anyhow good luck. I found 20 mg morning and lunchtime kept me going. Too low a dose was not enough for energy and lifting my depression, whilst too much left me with too much anxiety and therefore lethargy. Dosage is key to nsi 189.

[sentics]

thanks, al. I'm finding it amazing that you could taper off venla using nsi! how much venla had you been taking?

my life's not going great at all at the moment. 5 years ago, venla had brought me out o my lifelong depression but at some point it started feeling like a hindrance when trying to feel myself, and some ED trouble on top too. but now quitting it is hellish, even with sertraline, which i'm currently upping from 50 to 75, hope that helps and supplementing it with nsi, but only 15 mg at the moment.

 

at some point i experimented with low-dose psychedelics and had some great and liberating experiences, but i still had to go back on  ADDs. my mid-term goal though is switching to agomelatine, which is not serotonergic nor noradrenalinergic, therefore shouldnt interact (much) with psychedelics.

[Strangelove]

Sentics, you probably know already, but if not, you can use sublingual agomelatine at 1/10 the dosage that makes it very affordable. I have not seen prices recently, but at least in the past, (a few years ago) used to be very expensive.

[chrisp2]

depression but at some point it started feeling like a hindrance when trying to feel myself, and some ED trouble on top too. but now quitting it is hellish, even with sertraline, which i'm currently upping from 50 to 75, hope that helps and supplementing it with nsi, but only 15 mg at the moment.

 

at some point i experimented with low-dose psychedelics and had some great and liberating experiences, but i still had to go back on  ADDs. my mid-term goal though is switching to agomelatine, which is not serotonergic nor noradrenalinergic, therefore shouldnt interact (much) with psychedelics.

 

After much research I have come to feel that a substantial portion of the individuals suffering from ED, have it's cause traced back to cognitive decline.  (Grey matter shrinkage in the hippocampus?)

 

Whether it is depression causing one to withdraw and experience less "new things" to excite our brains and grow neurons, or the reduction of blood flow due to the slow buildup of junk in our arteries, or the less exercise we get as we become adults with jobs who sit all day and then relax in front of the TV at night...

 

For many it may be a vicious cycle...  Depression over something (a girl for instance), causing one to not do much, causing brain "degeneration", causing ED, causing the depression to endure.

 

I never thought I'd say this, but I'd love to try psychedellics (LOW DOSE) to encourage neurogenesis, but am not willing to risk the consequences.  (Jail, losing a very good job, etc...)

[sentics]

not to counter your thesis on ED, but without going to deep it's easy to see how constant fear kinda brings it on.

has anyone tried combining nsi with picamilon? you know, to take the edge of it?

it operates at the GABA receptors, i think I'll try the combination soon.

[Strangelove]

not to counter your thesis on ED, but without going to deep it's easy to see how constant fear kinda brings it on.

has anyone tried combining nsi with picamilon? you know, to take the edge of it?

it operates at the GABA receptors, i think I'll try the combination soon.

 

L-theanine is also an option, picamilon never did nothing for me, although maybe could work in very high doses...

[Al Capacino]

not to counter your thesis on ED, but without going to deep it's easy to see how constant fear kinda brings it on.

has anyone tried combining nsi with picamilon? you know, to take the edge of it?
it operates at the GABA receptors, i think I'll try the combination soon.

L-theanine is also an option, picamilon never did nothing for me, although maybe could work in very high doses...

Hi sentics. Picamillon did nothing for me either. Although neither does l-theanine. Only things like pregabilin, kava, kratom. I would recommend kava to help anxiety as it doesn't inflict memory like Kratom and pregabilin can do. I cycle kava, kratom and pregabilin. Sometimes a lot more but I won't go into that.

[Strangelove]

L-theanine would work for many if you check on line experiences and ratings in Amazon, but yes, kava, kratom and pregabalin have certainly a stronger effect. An issue with kava and kratom is that are many varieties with slightly (at times very) different effect so you ll have to shop around and read reviews first. Kratom has some opioid like activity, if I remember correctly being an opioid receptor agonist that can cause withdrawl if used continuously.

[sentics]

oh shit, picamilon now seems to give me the same reaction as tianeptine - hot head flashes, lightheadedness, severe dizzyness  - i think increased blood-pressure, too (don't have a tool to measure that). picamilon used to work for me nicely!

 

however, i cannot safely attribute this change to the nsi (i've been taking 30 mg freebase a day for 1 days), since I've also just tapered off venlafaxine and switched to sertraline.

 

i've registered quite some changes in the way i feel emotions, though mostly I am sad i'm afraid. will take a break from nsi for a couple of days so i can assess the situation better.

 

if anyone could offer an explanation for the hot head and dizzyness, I'd be very grateful!

Edited by sentics, 22 October 2015 - 06:38 PM.

[Heisenburger]

@Heisenburger:

As such, we would gladly for your sincere research interest for pure powder form of Etizolam even be willing to front you 1 gram if desired, wherein you can remit upon your approval of quality. 

 

After careful consideration, I have decided to accept your extremely generous offer. If it passes muster, I will immediately remit full payment to you and post my impressions of the product both here and on Pharmacy Reviewer. Again, if I report on Pharmacy Reviewer that I have found a supplier who ships from within the United States at such an astonishing low price, you will get a lot of people’s attention. This is something that we have all been yearning for for nearly a year now, ever since the FDA eradicated all domestic suppliers of etizolam—a means of obtaining genuine etizolam that does not require that the parcel pass through US Customs. I appreciate your blind faith and commend you for it. If you so desire, I am willing and prepared to make a pre-shipment deposit of 50% of the full purchase price.

[VICREP]

I started my 2nd trial of NSI today. Plan on running 40mg orally once per day for 2-3 months.

 

My last cycle was extremely beneficial and I feel I have maintained some benefits over the few months without it. Although it's hard to judge, given I used psychedelics regularly to help pull me out of depression.

 

I'm currently on 5mg escitalopram and dextromaphetamine for depression, ADD, and anxiety. I will taper off both whilst taking NSI.

[jaiho]

psychedelics + nsi is magic imo.

or memantine + microdosing

[Strangelove]

I started my 2nd trial of NSI today. Plan on running 40mg orally once per day for 2-3 months.

 

My last cycle was extremely beneficial and I feel I have maintained some benefits over the few months without it. Although it's hard to judge, given I used psychedelics regularly to help pull me out of depression.

 

I'm currently on 5mg escitalopram and dextromaphetamine for depression, ADD, and anxiety. I will taper off both whilst taking NSI.

 

Vicrep, have you described your experience before?

 

The extremely beneficial sounds pretty good... Do you mean you got long term benefits?

 

I am having very good results myself, to the extent living without NSI-189 would be a serious blow! Its not only that I feel continously (some times a lot) above baseline it is that it feels very natural, I could be born this way...

 

I do not know if they are any (semi-) permanent results as I have not discontinued for very long, but at the times I have stopped I am getting a slight rush and be very motivated in a conscious way. I still do chores and things I do not like with NSI-189 but I do not analyze it much, when in the past I would have some barrier of subtle anxiety that created procrastination. I am not in a perfect state of course, but I am still improving slowly as time passes by.

[sentics]

Is
Anyone else experiencing a slight decrease in libido when taking nsi? I feel like i should Stack it with something norepinergic. I.m thinking of iboga, relora and kratom, what do you guys think?

(i.m also on sertraline, trazodone and pregabalin).

[Bukujutsu]

I'm sure people have pooled together money to buy from HDD in the past and had someone distribute it. How has this generally been handled? Do you just ask if anyone's interested in buying 100g for $550 and have the most trustworthy person handle the money and distribution?

 

I'm interested in 25g for myself, so 1/4 would already be taken care of. $5.5 a gram is very cheap and I want enough for multiple cycles.

[themadscientist]

I'm sure people have pooled together money to buy from HDD in the past and had someone distribute it. How has this generally been handled? Do you just ask if anyone's interested in buying 100g for $550 and have the most trustworthy person handle the money and distribution?

I'm interested in 25g for myself, so 1/4 would already be taken care of. $5.5 a gram is very cheap and I want enough for multiple cycles.

Contact Nancy at HDD. I am sure she will sell you the 25 grams.

[Heisenburger]

HHD's minimum order is 100 grams, FOB. I could find out how much shipping costs are once it leaves China. Kilogram quantity shipping charges that I've seen are typically in the $85 range.

[Al Capacino]

Not true heisenburger. I was going to buy 50g from them before I pulled out.

[Strangelove]

If nothing changed in HHDs pricing they had a $30 per gram >10grams and then you get the steep discount for 100grams.

 

The lab I now I am getting NSI-189 made a synthesis in June with a 99.6% purity, this must be the most recent synthesis.

 

If anyone is interested for larger amounts for research only, send a pm for a very reduced price. It seems everyone is stock up already and difficult to distribute the amount I have.

Edited by Strangelove, 28 October 2015 - 12:20 PM.

[Sleepdealer]

I'm sure people have pooled together money to buy from HDD in the past and had someone distribute it. How has this generally been handled? Do you just ask if anyone's interested in buying 100g for $550 and have the most trustworthy person handle the money and distribution?

 

I'm interested in 25g for myself, so 1/4 would already be taken care of. $5.5 a gram is very cheap and I want enough for multiple cycles.

 

I'm interested in trying out NSI-189 too, maybe around 15-20 grams for a couple of cycles. I'm in on a group buy if a couple more people are interested. Maybe we can hook up with Strangelove here?

 

 

EDIT: Actually, after some closer looking, Sweden the bastards won't allow import of pharmaceuticals from countries outside of the European Economic Area. And even then it has to be approved. Although my orders of Noopept and Semax got in without any trouble. I'm not sure if NSI-189 classifies as a pharmaceutical since it hasn't passed all test phases yet. But I guess it does, doesn't it? Has anyone else from inside EU, or even better, Sweden, ordered in NSI-189 before and encountered any problems with the customs, like confiscations or anything else?

Edited by Sleepdealer, 28 October 2015 - 06:39 PM.

[Heisenburger]

Not true heisenburger. I was going to buy 50g from them before I pulled out.

 

Interesting, thanks. So if you contact them directly they will make a deal for smaller amounts than their indicated minimum quoted on alibaba. Did they give you a quote on shipping?

 

[Strangelove]

I am shipping from EU...

[Sleepdealer]

Okay, that's good. Well, okay. I'm so new at this. Should I start a thread asking who's in for a group buy? I guess since I don't have much of any reputation here people wouldn't trust me organizing such a thing. Maybe if someone more trusted and experienced would organize it? Anyone have any suggestions to this? I wouldn't really like to clutter down this thread with unrelated inquiries like this but..

[motorcitykid]

Is
Anyone else experiencing a slight decrease in libido when taking nsi? I feel like i should Stack it with something norepinergic. I.m thinking of iboga, relora and kratom, what do you guys think?

(i.m also on sertraline, trazodone and pregabalin).

 

I've seen this reported side effect elsewhere on the web.

 

How long have you been taking NSI-189 and how much are you taking?  How amorous would you say you were (on a scale of 1-10) before starting NSI-189 and after taking it? 

[Strangelove]

I have shipped to quite some members, any new feedback? We have not seen any new experiences for a while...

 

 

[Shai Hulud]

Okay, that's good. Well, okay. I'm so new at this. Should I start a thread asking who's in for a group buy? I guess since I don't have much of any reputation here people wouldn't trust me organizing such a thing. Maybe if someone more trusted and experienced would organize it? Anyone have any suggestions to this? I wouldn't really like to clutter down this thread with unrelated inquiries like this but..

Why don't you buy an smaller amount from Strangelove first and see, if it helps you? If it does, you can still buy a larger amount.