I apologize to anyone who has been offended by my comments, although I don't understand why anyone should be.
I thought we were supposed to share our experiences here, good and bad. Given the all the animosity directed at me here, is there any wonder that there are not more detail from those who have had less than positive reactions?
Off course it is dangerous to try a chemical not supplied through a licensed manufacturer and there are always dangers of a bad batch creeping through even with those with the best of intentions. Believe it or not this was the first time I took the risk because I have been living with severe MDD for over 25 years. But I made the mistake of not keeping to a much smaller dose for much longer because of all the glowing reports posted here and on the other chat rooms. This is exactly why I insisted to provide more details than others about the potential negative reactions.
Off course I have stopped taking it but I wanted to keep posting about the after effects. I think it was Strangelove who made the observation that those who get positive results don't see the need to continue to post comments here. Something that I agree with but I think exactly the same is true if not more so with those who have had a negative reaction. This is where I wanted to buck the trend. In fact I have been conversing with one other person who had a bad reaction and found out that the after effects were fairly similar.
I am not trying to encourage or discourage anyone from doing anything. All I am saying is:
1) Don't believe all the hype and try to read between lines as well.
2) Be careful, try a much much smaller dose for a much longer time first with every batch.
3) Share more details about your experience, the good and the bad aspects of them regardless of whether they are consistent with those of the trials run by the company whose motives undeniably extend beyond scientific endeavors.
This way it might help others make better informed decisions, e.g. get a better idea about which supplier to use and makes the suppliers more careful about their product.
Anyway this is the sixth day and although things are much better with regards to blood pressure and headaches but fatigue and depth of depression have not yet returned back to base line.
BTW. My CT scans have also confirmed that I have suffered from brain atrophy beyond my age which was something else that I was hoping NSI-189 could address as well. I am 57 years old and I probably won't live long enough to see this product on the market.
Edited by Babakk, 20 June 2016 - 07:01 AM.