I've been a lurker in this thread for a while, and I'm new to NSI-189 but looking forward to trying it. I apologize in advance since this has almost certainly been asked, but does it matter whether one takes it on an empty stomach or not? And are there any differences between the freebase and phosphate versions? Also, if anyone happens to know, how does it compare to Remeron (mirtazapine)? I recently just had to stop the latter because of unbearable fatigue, so I'm hoping NSI-189 doesn't have that as a side effect.
I didnt tolerate nsi. It gave me anxiety and I couldnt mix it with caffeine and Im addicted to coffee so I gave up on it. freebase is for sublingual usage and phosphate can
be taken orally.
What dose of remeron were you taking? Im day 3 on 30mg. I feel bloated.
I see; Is the freebase absorbed worse than the phosphate if it's ingested? I figured I should take 40mg each morning before breakfast if possible, and hold it in my mouth for like a minute (to absorb it sublingually) before swallowing.
As for mirtazapine, don't get me started, but I was on 20mg once a day.... Honestly, it worked extremely well at first, in a way other antidepressants hadn't. I felt absolutely wonderful, depression-wise. It completely negated my insomnia (too well, as I'd realize), and it seemed to free me from these OCD-like thoughts my mind seems to get stuck in. I realized how horrifically depressed I actually was for such a long time; it even seemed to start to counteract problems with anhedonia I have.
After a little over a month, however, its drawbacks became more apparent. The apparent benefits, especially on my OCD-like symptoms, become less and less pronounced and the fatigue, the main problem for me, became increasingly intolerable. I became so drowsy I had trouble getting up in the morning and simply felt like lying down during the day if I could. As a result of the fatigue, I had problems with getting things done, and I realized I had to stop when I was less productive after at least 10 hours of Remeron-induced sleep than I was just dealing with horrible insomnia.
In addition to the somnolence, I also starting developing anxiety issues and felt stressed out in general. I'm not sure how much of this anxiety was directly because of the drug; I think in my case for example, , it might have been at least partly because I try to exercise pretty vigorously for several hours during the week in addition to staying pretty active in general, which itself keeps a certain amount of stress and anxiety at bay, and the drowsiness made this much more difficult, and so I felt physically awful in general upon becoming much more sedentary than I was previously.
I can see now why it's not immensely popular, because of the drowsiness and hunger it induces. Maybe you'll have better results than I did, however, and I understand it's also supposedly less sedating at higher doses.