I started taking Piracetam back in November last year for various mental issues I was facing; including chronic fatigue (unrefreshing sleep), ADHD (Inattentive type) or 'brain fog', mild depression, and Aspergers Syndrome (maybe). Let me tell you that for the 7 months I was consuming Piracetam, it changed my life and all of these symptoms I suffered from were truly eliminated.
I was able to hold engaging and confident conversations effortlessly (where previously impossible), multitask unbelievably, my concentration, creativity, and short-term memory was AMAZING, and my energy and confidence was virtually limitless.
This all lasted the best part of 7 months and I was taking 2.4grams/3 or 4 times a day. I was supplementing with CDP-choline for the first few months to counteract my initial headaches, but stopped after I read (and realised) that I didn't need it.
I can't begin to explain how absolutely happy it made me feel to be neurotypical (or perhaps just a delusional hypomanic loon) for the first time in my life; I used to cry tears of joy in realising I had finally found something that could actually allow me to function in society and feel like a normal person.
And believe me when I say that I have tried nearly every supplement under the sun (everything from 5-HTP to apple cider vinegar and tyrosine), and NOTHING came even close to working like Piracetam did, or for as long.
In short, during these past 7 months I felt like Charlie from the book Flowers For Algernon...
But, sadly, what goes up must come down... About two months ago Piracetam's magical abilities stopped working (even though I was maintaining my normal doses) and all the horrible symptoms came roaring back - the depression, absent mindedness, brain fog, and the lethargy...
I used to only need 6 hours sleep a night, swallow 2.4 grams of Piracetam in the morning and be full of so much energy and life.
Now I'm sleeping up to 12 hours and I feel like crap - I'm so drained, anhedonic, and absent minded... even though I'm maintaining doses. Hell, if anything, Piracetam seems to have the opposite effect nowadays - it makes me more tired and unfocused when I actually do dose.
It scares the living shit out of me because I can't go to a doctor and talk to them about this because (at least the 4 or so GPs I've spoken to) have no idea what the hell the word nootropic even means, let alone the unbelievable changes that acetylcholine has had on my brain.
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Basically what I'm asking is:
1) have I damaged my brain somehow? (taking a stab in the dark here) like overloaded my adrenal or acetylcholine supply in my brain, or is there some other explanation?
2) how can I get the magic of Piracetam back? any additional supplements to counteract the (seeming) reverse effect Piracetam is giving
me, or is it a matter of tolerance - do I need stop taking it for a few months, and resupply my brain with (CDP) choline supplements before trying it again?
3) has anyone else experienced what I have described?
If anyone could help me I would be infinitely grateful as I don't think I can handle living again like this much longer...