Posted 13 December 2012 - 07:15 PM
Sorry for my not perfect english I had disorganized schizophrenia who begins with depersonalization, I cured my schizophrenia in 2009 by orthomolecular medicine by treating pyroluria and histapenia (2 condtions not recognized by conventional medicine), psychiatrists who I seed since 2009 think its impossible I was schizophrenic one day but those who I seed between 1997 and 2009 think I was and a psychological test (MMPI ) proved it in 2005, but my depersonalization doesn't vanished completely I was borderline depersonalized, the last days I have some worsening of depersonalization and I want to try d-serine, I stopped seaching websites who sell it in 2004 because it was not comercialized, but I read on your forum that now we can buy it, can someone show me a website where to buy it ?
I have some information who might help concerning nmda receptor :
Zinc is a second messenger for this receptor. (it helped a lot my depersonalization).
Vitamin b6 is a cofactor for serine racemmase who convert l-serine to d-serine, it also helped my depersonalization but depending on doses, very high doses increase depersonalization, to take B6 we need to begin with low dose like 25 or 50 mg and increase slowly, optimal level is the dose who permit to remember clearly one dream when waking up (it may varies betwenn 10 mg and 2000 mg or more) when we take more than optimal dose we have very vivid dreams with nightmares but if the dose is much higher it will decrease dream vividness like if we take a lower than optimal dose,truly high doses cause depression suicidal idea and worsen depersonalization (perhaps by transforming l-serine to d-serine periferally so there is less l-serine disponible for the brain to make d-serine, I know that d-serien pass the brain blood barrier but d-serine produced in the brain would be stronger).
if we have low level of b6 we have side effects if we take zinc without it, and too much b6 compared to zinc also cause problems, optimal doses of the combination of both are wonderfull , not juste for depersonalization.
potassium sorbate is an inhibitor of "D amino acid oxidase" who catabolize d-serine, so it will increase d-serine (I don't tried it because I know this since just few days).