hi, I am creating this topic to list experiences about victims of racetam use, I read the forum many times and found some people who have permanent brain fog because of racetam use. I too I am victim of racetams, oxiracetam ruined my life by giving me tinnitus.
oxiracetam was wonder stuff for me, everyday I would take 1-2g of it for mental boost and it was even better with caffeine.
as time passed I used higher dose for more focus, I went up to 8g a day separated in 4 dosage (one morning, one midday, one afternoon, one evening).
and one day when I was in class I had a strong ringing attack, something that happens sometime among normal people and then fade away 1 min after, well it didn't fade, it continued.
I didn't make the link directly, I continued oxiracetam but 1 week after after looking on my condition I read stimulants could increase tinnitus, immediatly I removed oxiracetam then caffeine, the tinnitus subsided A BIT but it remained.
I also went to the doctor who gave me corticoids, no effect sadly.
the 3 next months were an horror, a total living hell for me, I started having panic attacks, fainted in class, and when the tinnitus was sometimes increasing I was shouting of pain.
I started not going to school anymore and lost progressively my almost perfect life, I was once upon a time the guy who was bullied, the guy who was fat without friends but then I changed and all I wished came true, I had a girlfriend, friends, I lost all my weight and I became sociable. these 3 months of hell turned me to who I was before.
I gained 15kg in 3 months, I stopped exercising, I had chronic insomnia, I didn't see my friends and my gf left me.
I was in the worst depression ever and the medication my doctor gave couldn't help.
after the horror passed, I started tolerating the tinnitus more, it became less strong overtime (today it has decreased again but it still remains), I managed to sleep go back to school and socialize a bit more. but still my life is wrecked compared to before.
this was in late february 2012, now almost 1 year after the tinnitus is less strong, I had to abandon alcohol and cafeine because it was making the tinnitus worse.
I didn't touch to any racetam again and never will again. I read such a lot of thread saying racetams was great, it was great for me too but the tinnitus ruined it all.
but today I am still alive and I am rebuilding my life however I don't understand how some people like me (and some others I read on this forum) can have such an adverse reaction from racetam?
I wish to make this topic to gather your adverse events with racetams for more knowledge about risks and how did you solve them. I am still looking for tinnitus treatment because it still bothers me if that can help people that could be great.