Today I took my first amount of Nefiracetam. Because I have no mg scale (yet) I scooped it with a mg spoon that can carry 6-9mg. More then 3 hours ago I scooped 6 Nefiracetam and 20 Choline Bitartrate together with a bit of chocolate as an fat source to absorb it in my (empty) stomach.
After 10-20 minutes I started noticing some mood lifting effects and my eyelids got a bit heavier. I'm a BF series gamer and I (still) don't enjoy the new shit game BF4, where I usually get bored very fast and (rage)play and eventually quit, I just kept playing like as if I liked it, didn't even care how boring and crap the game actually is. My main issues I'm having lately with schizophrenia symptoms is an increase of "positive symptoms", sort of conversations in my head instead of thoughts, Nefiracetam seems to reduced this as far as I noticed right now. Because of this positive symptom I'm quite agitated for weeks and also depressed lately (apathetic, feeling empty) and have a hard time to get an erection and enjoy the good old internet-pron , (here comes the awkward part) although I could not maintain a constant erection (just like the past several weeks) I could enjoy it a little bit more, sounds and movie were a bit more turning on and ejaculation was far more intense. The negative part of this however, it felt like I had an fitness work-out, my arm muscle was pumped like I really had a hard work-out but that was not the case(!!!) , this tension in my muscle kept on for a half hour!! (I wonder how my muscles will feel and/or if this pump would effect my muscle gain/firmness if I go to the gym to have a really hard work-out, I'm definitely gonna try this!)
(other) Pro's I noticed:
Decrease of positive symptoms
Improvement in mood
Slight increase in motivation
Slight improvement in concentration and focus
My mind is more at ease
Thoughts are clearer
Didn't have social interaction today so I'm about to call someone to see how that goes.
Con's:
My joints are less flexible (feels tense and stiff to the point it "hurts")
Muscle's I use become instantly tense
My eyelids feel heavier
Feeling a little bit of tiredness/numbness now that it start to wear off (feeling drugged)
Till yesterday I was using:
Mirtazapine - 30mg
Rivotril - 1,5mg
Sarcosine - 2/3 grams
Pregnenolone - 200mg
NAC - 1200mg
BCAA - 2 grams
ZMA 2 pills - 300mg Magnesium, 20mg Zinc, 7mg B6
Omega 3 - 1000mg
High dosed Multivitamin
Taurine 500mg
I'm throwing Preg out of my stack for the time being (This was already planned, I've been using it for the past 6 months, I first want a bloodtest/hormone test to see if my lowered libido has something to do with Preg), NAC (read somewhere this may interact with Nefi...???), ZMA (don't need it), Taurine (don't need it). I also wonder how/if Rivotril will (inter)act with Nefi when I take Rivo later this evening...
If I roughly calculate the Nefi intake today, it's about 6x7,5mg = 45mg, I don't know if I'm gonna up this to 100mg and/or how many times a day. I don't like taking things that makes me feel drugged, Nefi does, so I'm gonna try to trial this for 7 days before making any hard conclusions.
If some people would like updates let me know or I'm just wasting my time writing this log.
Edited by YoungS, 04 December 2013 - 06:35 PM.