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[leeda]

Could you keep just the kitchen living room/ dining room of your home neat and tidy?

 

 

I could try but probably not.  There shouldn't really be any kind of conditions imposed though.  Otherwise it's not really my house.  

[YOLF]

What if you had a house with a second set of the following:

Kitchen

Dining Room

Living Room 

Bathroom

 

Basically, there is a phenomenon that women want to make their home appear neat and tidy and will spend a few hours a day prior to having people over. So if you could keep that area perfect, you could rent an entertainment room and exceed the cost of making the mortgage payment. There is some work involved on your part, but it is otherwise possible. Of course you would volunteer for a nonprofit who would own the profits and the house (but would pay the mortgage for you) to preserve your disabled status. Either that or you'd have to leave disability... I'm not sure how that would work out. I haven't gone that deep into it.

[leeda]

R.I.P Simon Luxford Thursday June 26th 2014 aged 42.

[YOLF]

Who was he?

[leeda]

Who was he?

 

Simon was a friend of mine. Known him for about 20 years but hadn't seen him for a few years found out through facebook.

[leeda]

As people may or probably may not know the new Expansion for World of Warcraft releases on the 13th of November 2014.  The new 9gb patch with major changes is about to hit probably in 2-3 weeks with a whole lot of new changes and is using up my 40gb cap as we speak.  

 

I'm hoping to play this latest WOW xpac.  But it's a huge burden of my mum.  She pays for my subscription fees and will probably end up having to buy the new xpac from the shop (I collect the box) as well.  I've been trying for a house for a while on this site and this thread now has 2183 views as of this post date.  I haven't had any nibbles yet.  

 

I've also tried a couple of sites where you can actually ask for money for different projects and people go there just to give money.  One was www.Indiegogo.com  But no luck.

 

I guess what i'm asking for in this post is contributions towards World of Warcraft playing.  I hope this is ok.  Perhaps not just WOW but general operations.  

 

Wow costs about $15 US or $19 NZ Dollars a month for the subscription.  The xpac I think will cost about $85 NZ Dollars.  When the xpac hits I'm hoping to be up and awake for about 48 hours or more in a row and be consistently playing for a couple weeks solid probably.  What this means is I need Food from the supermarket and also money for takeaways like Pizza, Kebabs, Mcdonalds, Indian, KFC.  I need as much up time as possible and  as least distractions as possible.  This means money.  Probably what will happen is I will remain poor though realistically.  Of all things though it would be nice to have extra money for this game.  It would help me play.  I have about 250 days clocked up in this game over all my characters over about 5 years.  That's 250 days 7x24.  But I have done that time in like 1-12 hour stretches like I said over 5 years it's just the total time played added up from those 5 years.   

 

Now i know it's illegal in NZ but I also like to smoke weed, it's the most expensive part of my life.  Please don't tell anyone like my MUM until I'm rich and famous and can support my own habbit.  Also don't tell the police.  Cause they suck.  I did ask for a licence to smoke as a reward, but it was only over NZ talkback radio and I can't confirm it.  This was only after making a phone call where I said "THEY DON'T THINK" three times in a row, then Yelled "WAR" declaring there was going to be one, then saying "THE THING" "THE THING", Then finally voicing a gleam in my eye.  2 Days later after that phone call the planes hit the buildings in America.  You can learn more from my website www.DarcyLee.com if your interested.

 

O yeah I trained myself for that Prophetic Phone call I made to the talkback radio where I yelled war.  I am a soldier.  Will you leave a soldiers request unanswered?  

 

I'm not really a soldier though.  I'm just a weakling.  But I made a stand and defense during the phone call and it was perfectly spoken and timed and expressed.  LIke you have to hear it.  

 

This is about my only claim to fame.  I believe the phone call is classified and most will say it doesn't exist but truly it's a Mona Lisa.  You don't destroy or delete a MONA.  It deserves it's place on YOUTUBE.com  But alas no.  It remains in government hands classified with no one knowing. It took intense suffering to make that phone call.  

 

So anyhow anyway if your willing you can use your credit card to donate money to my paypal account and help cover my wow habbit and help me play the xpac smoothly.  You can do this by going to www.paypal.com then using the address leedar@xtra.co.nz Or alternatively you can you the paypal button on my website.   

 

Anyway that's me Please Help.  Send money so I can continue to play World of Warcraft and can play the expansion pack without troubles.  

 

A house would help all this as well of course.  But finding someone wealthy enough and willing is a challenge.  I will keep coming to this thread as long as it's open.  

 

In World of Warcraft I have a 4 Level 90's a druid, pally, mage, on ally, a priest on horde, I also have 84 Hunter, 81 Dk, 80 Rogue, 57 Shaman all ally, also 52 Monk and 44 Warlock on horde.  I also have a level 60 Priest on a Player vs Player server that i'm going to use as my free character boost to 90 that you get with Warlords of Dranor the Xpac.  The level cap is being upped to 100 so 10 new levels.  All these characters have been hand leveled.  It kinda sucks for the poor like me now you can pay $65 dollars and get your char leveled to 90.  It takes me like 6-8 days played time to go from 1-90 so that's quite a low hourly rate but I have fun I guess.  Again that's like adding all time played across many days altogether.  So yep anyhow anyways if you can donate some money to me please do.  Love is kind so the bible says.  Be kind.  I'm now off to indiegogo.com to set up a similar page like this so I can continue to play wow. 

 

Thanks again.

 

Leeda

Darcy Lee

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Edited by leeda, 27 September 2014 - 06:40 AM.

[leeda]

I totally forgot about this thread. I just remembered it today. It's been a while. I been working away in the background. I got a thread on another forum with nearly 10k views about my story. A link direct to my website with my story on it is here. http://www.darcylee....abel/Terrorists

 

Basically no one in the entire world will believe me. There's also an interesting TED X science talk on the front page of my site that you might like about a cure for aging it is a little old though.

 

Check it out.

 

I'm still looking for a house. Haven't had much luck yet. 

 

Is there any body out there who can help me?

 

Help me fight death.

 

Set me up for life. I'm serious.

 

I'm a thinking working mind who has suffered to the extreme for a long period of time. 

 

I have insights.

 

War Child.

[leeda]

My Email..... leeda@xtra.co.nz

[Antonio2014]

Is this some kind of scam or joke?

[YOLF]

Well, there are apparently some schizophrenics that become Nobel Prize recipients for Math or something like that.

 

20% will mostly recover with therapy, and some will recover completely. Difficult living environments are common and risk factors such as described in the Environmental Factors section would need to be removed to ensure better outcomes. Environment is crucial (according to wiki):

 

Environmental factors associated with the development of schizophrenia include the living environment, drug use and prenatal stressors.^[11]

It has been hypothesised that in some people, development of schizophrenia is related to intestinal tract dysfunction such as seen with non-celiac gluten sensitivity or abnormalities in the intestinal flora.^[54] A subgroup of persons with schizophrenia present an immune response to gluten, different from that found in celiac patients, with elevated levels of certain serum biomarkers of gluten sensitivity such as anti-gliadin IgG or anti-gliadin IgA antibodies.^[55]

Parenting style seems to have no major effect, although people with supportive parents do better than those with critical or hostile parents.^[8] Childhood trauma, death of a parent, and being bullied or abused increase the risk of psychosis.^[56] Living in an urban environment during childhood or as an adult has consistently been found to increase the risk of schizophrenia by a factor of two,^[8][11] even after taking into account drug use, ethnic group, and size of social group.^[57] Other factors that play an important role include social isolation and immigration related to social adversity, racial discrimination, family dysfunction, unemployment, and poor housing conditions.^[8][58]

 

He doesn't like his environment, so it sounds like it's contributing to his stress and developmental factors for the disease which would prevent recovery.

 

IMO, he should be able to take his disability check to the Philippines where he can live like a king for a while, party, recover, and see how far he can take things. Right now he seems dependant on a donation that sounds increasingly unrealistic, but it would certainly help his outcome, and if he's got the capacity for it, he might be able to come up with some good advice as long as he never gets sucked back into WoW. I imagine Schizophrenics should steer clear of anything to do with fiction. He would be best off living in a library type environment. 

 

John Forbes Nash Jr.  won a Nobel. It appears that he came from a wealthy, and very intelligent background, and had the support of an MIT educated wife who was a mental health advocate. Given the schizophrenic's indifference to connotation in memory and higher relative persistence of negative and neutral memories, positive attitude and frequency of positive events are very important to outcome and stemming the development of the disease. While most remember mostly the good things in their lives, schizophrenics will remember everything equally, so the neutral balance of memories and pathways to those memories will keep them feeling "grey" until there are truly fewer negative and neutral things in their environment and experience, than there are negative and neutral events. Avoidance of adversity is important and Leeda's outcome is in the hands of those who can help him. The way I see it, a schizophrenic is going to live on average 75-90% of the average lifespan, so using US figures for Medicaid, lifespan, and Disability, Leeda will live to be 60-72 years of age if there is no improvement in life expectancy  (there will be) and it remains at about 80, or 75-90 years assuming the average lifespan of his peers is about 102? as optimists predict. So if he was diagnosed at 20, he'd receive Medicaid ($40k/yr) and Disability ($9600/yr) for 40-52 years or 55-70 years and this would cost the system $2-2.6M or $2.7-3.5M. These figures are roughly what he would be expected to make in his lifetime and inflation will exaggerate these figures. Add to his earnings the cost of a regular health insurance policies (average policy costs an employer $18k) and his contribution to the economy based on this income, and it looks to me that it would be of greater benefit for his system to put the necessary funds and work into complete rehabilitation of schizophrenics than to support them just to the extent of persistent poverty where they are only maintaining the condition. They are both better off, though it's a higher initial expenditure for his government, they'll save money and be doing the right thing in the long run. 

 

I know I missed explaining a pertinent detail here and can't remember what it was, it's getting late, so I'll just wait and see if I even need to or if you ask about it.

 

 

 

 

[Droplet]

I feel sorry for the guy being ill with schizophrenia but I don't think many people will consider WOW subscription to be a deserving charity. :/

[leeda]

I feel sorry for the guy being ill with schizophrenia but I don't think many people will consider WOW subscription to be a deserving charity. :/

 

It's more than just a wow sub. I'll be working for immortality.

 

Somebody should roll the dice with me. I turn 38 in May 2016 I have like 20-30 years hopefully left in me. I can do lots of work in this time if conditions and burdens are right. I have an income just need suitable house to park up in and live the rest of life out in. If I owned the house costs would be cheaper and there's always the possibility of renting a room out as well for extra income.

 

I can profit many.

[Droplet]

It's more than just a wow sub. I'll be working for immortality.

 

Somebody should roll the dice with me. I turn 38 in May 2016 I have like 20-30 years hopefully left in me. I can do lots of work in this time if conditions and burdens are right. I have an income just need suitable house to park up in and live the rest of life out in. If I owned the house costs would be cheaper and there's always the possibility of renting a room out as well for extra income.

 

I can profit many.

 

So what skills do you have that are so amazing that you think that someone should buy you a house and pay for your upkeep? Any proof of said skills? Also, we have loads of scientists etc. who contribute directly to trying to cure ageing. What makes you stand out to the point that we must fund your living expense? I mean, we would all like someone to buy us a house if we are not lucky enough to be home owners and we would also all love someone to pay our bills.

 

[leeda]

 

It's more than just a wow sub. I'll be working for immortality.

 

Somebody should roll the dice with me. I turn 38 in May 2016 I have like 20-30 years hopefully left in me. I can do lots of work in this time if conditions and burdens are right. I have an income just need suitable house to park up in and live the rest of life out in. If I owned the house costs would be cheaper and there's always the possibility of renting a room out as well for extra income.

 

I can profit many.

 

So what skills do you have that are so amazing that you think that someone should buy you a house and pay for your upkeep? Any proof of said skills? Also, we have loads of scientists etc. who contribute directly to trying to cure ageing. What makes you stand out to the point that we must fund your living expense? I mean, we would all like someone to buy us a house if we are not lucky enough to be home owners and we would also all love someone to pay our bills.

 

 

I have great experience with suffering. I hit the max pain the body can handle jammed on for 10 years straight before it went away. This experience makes me one of the great scientists in the area of pain because of actual real world experience. I have been hastened and called. I am number one in the area in terms of greatness of suffering. I wrote a better post than this but it got lost when I hit f12 by accident. 

 

Now so great was this suffering. Unimaginable. A complete hell on earth with the full fury of the gates of hell. I'm not smart. I'm not skilled. But I have suffered. There is no one else who has suffered greater. By rights I should have a house. My experience into suffering is intrinsic. Perhaps now if you could share in the sufferings of Christ then I have achieved this. I had no place to lay my head but I had a pillow, bed and room every night. A doctor said I was making it all up in my head, the pain. I couldn't get pain killers. They couldn't find anything wrong or didn't own up to it if they did find something.

 

So great massive extensive suffering pain extended for a long period without rest. On the line.

 

This is just one of my qualifications.

 

Believe in the suffering.

 

Darcy Lee

Leeda

 

I have truly suffered. Beyond imagination. 

[Droplet]

Suffering is awful and I'm sorry that you had to endure it. However, you should look to proper charities that deal with your condition. Many others who have experienced great suffering also do not get given things on a plate. Also, suffering alone does not make you a "great scientist," as to be a scientist you must have a thorough understanding of scientific theory and have relevant qualifications. This still doesn't entitle you to be handed a house just like that out of our funds. Are you not able to get welfare to rent a flat of your own? If you are as ill as you say then surely you can claim disability?

[leeda]

Suffering is awful and I'm sorry that you had to endure it. However, you should look to proper charities that deal with your condition. Many others who have experienced great suffering also do not get given things on a plate. Also, suffering alone does not make you a "great scientist," as to be a scientist you must have a thorough understanding of scientific theory and have relevant qualifications. This still doesn't entitle you to be handed a house just like that out of our funds. Are you not able to get welfare to rent a flat of your own? If you are as ill as you say then surely you can claim disability?

 

If i'm not a great scientist then i'm a soldier.

 

My suffering enabled and was the inceptifier of phone call intrinsic:

 

 

 

One day I rung Newstalk ZB a nationwide New Zealand talkback radio and was talking live on air with Kerre Woodham during prime time shortly after 9pm I think.  During the phone call I said “They Don’t Think” three times in a row.  See the thing is you really have to hear the phone call yourself.  It’s not good enough to type about it.  Anyway.  After saying “They don’t think” I then yelled “WAR” at full volume live on air and proceeded to call whoever was listening to stand up and be ready for war.  I laid my life on the line.  I also said “The Thing” x2 and at the end voiced a gleam in my eye.  I voiced that suffering and war were going to happen. I moved on the phone with all my power and might.

 

Two days later September 11th 2001 the planes hit the buildings.  There’s more to the phone call it went for about 30-40 secs or more all about war, you really have to hear it to get the best impression I made an aggressive attacking and defending stance.  So 2 days later the planes hit the World Trade Center and Pentagon.  The phone call was me preparing people for war and warning of war in the only way I could.  You have to hear it.  Maybe you think this phone call is not important.  You have to hear it.  Don’t judge before you have heard the phone call. You have to hear it.  I am a soldier. This phone call where I yell war, predicting a war, giving my life, 2 days before September 11th 2001 is the Mona Lisa of phone calls.  It’s art.  It’s solid.  It’s solid state of the art.  It’s real and copies exist.  You don’t delete and destroy the Mona Lisa.

 

This phone call I made the initial one before the attacks is important.  I was a first time caller. People will be interested in this phone call.  It deserves it’s place on You Tube.  I predict that this phone call alone will garner millions of hits from You Tube.  It’s being censored from the public and my freedom of speech is being taken away.  I’m not allowed a copy.  For one, my phone call is important enough to never be deleted.  It pertains to a war, a terrorist attack that was broadcast live around the world, all this only 2 days after the phone calls inception. 

 

I am speaking the truth.  I am not delusional.  But no one believes me.  I need a lawyer to prove the truth.  For this I have to push and pay cash.  For this I say I will be a Millionaire.  But at the moment i’m broke. 

 

The truth will set free.  The phone call is the truth. I am a soldier. Born in suffering.

 

Please if you have further questions please ask.  I hope I made sense.  Also please if your not interested could you pass this along to someone you think might be able to help or help me out by putting me in contact with the right people.  I need a lawyer who’s willing to go the distance and get these phone calls but can't afford.

 

Copies of this phone call still exist.  It is simply to important to delete.  It is my property.  People need to hear the phone call. People have a right to hear it.  It should not be left unheard.  I have rights that should let me post something of intrinsic value on the internet. 

 

Ok so I made a phone call where I yelled war predicting a war over live radio talkback air and 2 days later the planes hit the buildings.  I haven’t told you the preparation I made upto the that first phone call.  Here is that.... How I prepared.

 

 

 

So it all started one-day when I was about 11 years old. The local radio station in Masterton New Zealand where I live was doing a live broadcast from Solway Park Hotel (as it was called then), which is Mastertons most flashy hotel. Our teacher grabbed three of us from school at 9.00am in the morning and took us to Solway Park Hotel. I was the first to go on the radio and somehow I thought that the dj was going to go round the three of us and ask us our names, anyway the dj asked me a question and I said my name, Darcy Lee. I never listened to the question to know what I should have said. Ok so afterwards the other kids were teasing me about it. The excuse I used was I was going to be around a terrorist attack and I was going to go back to the radio station to stop it. By saying my name I was storing power which I would claim later at the terrorist attack by returning to the radio with my name being a trigger in peoples subconscious. Sleepers. It was also like offering myself "Darcy Lee" with me stating "this is whats going to happen".  This was all in my mind.  I didn’t say anything out loud.

 

Ok so when I was 12 years old I went into this bird aviary that my dad had. I started to have this daydream with pictures. In the end the sum total of everything that I saw was that I was going to be around a terrorist attack which I couldn't stop but still had to try but that by being around the terrorist attack it would be greater than stopping it and was in effect stopping it. I still had to try and stop it, that was the sum but it said I wouldn't be able to, I would be around. From that day I practised everything I could about terrorists, and trying to stop an attack. Later at say about 15, 16 years old I discarded my daydream as just something but carried on about terrorists as to me it was the most likely thing that would affect the world. I practised trained alot. Things with the mind mostly, thoughts. Anything I could do with regards to war. I lived. I trained myself for war my own style since 12.

 

When I was about 19 I was walking home one night and had got to the point with chasing the terrorists that this was going to be the final run of things that I could do and that I had done everything I could do. A run is like refining and narrowing everything and being the best that you can be, becoming more skilled using information and patterns you have thoughts and feelings, I dunno a run. This was going to be my final run on terrorists as after this run there was nothing left to do. I'd been practising for years now. On my way home I got in a fight which basically opened total new areas in regards to the terrorists, a mountain of work, because of the fight. I had looked for the fight before though, ya know lurkers, in the style I use. Mind. Anyway I never completed my final run and new avenues got opened because of the fight. I now had more work regarding terrorists to be carried on with.  Anyone can get into a fight but this fight for some reason created work and new doors i never got to do a final.

 

About 2 months before 9/11, me aged 23, was at Westpac Stadium in Wellington NZ. I used to get these lines come up in my eyesight sometimes but they were always just random. This time a big jet flew overhead and the lines came up and started following it. They had never done anything like this before. Because of the lines I knew exactly what they meant by the way they were acting and the first thing I said to myself exactly is "What the fuck do they want those for" they being bad guys. I then spent 5 minutes trying to think of things that they would want them for but didn't even come up with something like an ordinary Hijacking. This still was quite a major run on aircraft.

 

A couple of times I measured within myself independent of everything else I was doing. Question: Event that will affect world that I can have a play in. Answer: Terrorist attack. Question: Where. Answer: America.

 

When I left school I left because and said "Screw this here they come". I made many preparations in total regarding a terrorist attack, always America. I did many things and trained alot.

 

So the ending is that 2 days before 9/11 I went on Newstalk ZB a nationwide NZ radio talk show.

 

I practised and trained for a terrorist attack.

 

Now you want to know the rest?  This will be where I lose you. 

 

In February 1999 I got really sick and started to suffer.  The doctors have diagnosed me with Skitzophrenia.  This is a lie.  I can prove it.  It was a Government Machine, technology, with real life people behind it that made me sick.  I am held fast under law by this diagnosis.  I am laughed at and mocked and tortured for telling of technology and 911, simply no one believes me.

 

The first time I could actually believe in this tech was one day around 2008, what happened was a chat window opened up in my head as I was in bed.  Whatever I thought came up on the screen in text and I could also read what they were saying.  It was a chat window just like you would see on a computer monitor with 2 or 3 panes.  This is the first time I actually was able to know that this was technology and after that I was able to go back through my life and found where this machine had been used on me before.  The vision I had in my bird aviary was this machine.  The lines that came up in my eyesight was this machine. 

 

These people showed me the machine.  And guess what.  I didn’t like it.  I hated it.  They said about this that no one had ever resisted the introduction to this machine technology before.  Everyone they had come across before loved  this technology.  Technology that can produce an image in the human minds eye can overlay any graphic image picture in the mind and also see what you see and hear what your hear and talk through you. 

 

I let them know.  Around 2009 they started torturing me with this technology  I had said America Sucks a few times to them and thats about the only reasons they have for torturing me.  It’s a new torture.  They constantly tease me and mess around with my mind and nobody, not you, believes me.  Anyone who hears this story instantly is bought in by the governments propaganda about mental illness.  How can they possibly have this technology you say. 

 

It took nearly 8 years from the time of September 11th 2001 until I was finally approached by people in my own house who I couldn’t see using tech to communicate with me I had tried profusely to get a copies of my phone call but was just ignored on all attempts.  I lived in absolute poverty.  The deal was never to not get a copies of my phone call but they persisted.  I tried from the beginning.  Here is a letter from Kerre Woodham I got.  Kerre is the host of the radio program who took my first original phone call where I yelled “WAR”.  You don’t destroy a piece of reality that is majestic, perfect and graceful. They shouldn’t have kept me poor.  They shouldn’t have denied me a copies of my phone call never ever.

 

The first email from Kerre reads:

 

Darcy, if you don't start taking your pills, I'm going to send the doctors round again. You're not well. No organisation keeps records for more than a year so even if you think you made the call, there will be no record of it. It's vanished into the ether. Google it, and you'll find out that's correct.

 

There is no record of any imagined call. Now take your pills and leave me alone or I'll get an outside agency to help you do so.

 

That was the first email.

 

The second email from Kerre reads

 

Right. That's it. You are now spam so I will never receive your emails again and I'm sending the doctors round. They'll be there in the morning.

 

This was all in attempts to get a copy of my phone call.

 

This is an outright lie.  She knows exactly what i’m talking about and exactly what’s going on.  I want some justice.  Why do you not believe the truth.  I have not spoken one lie.  I can prove with these phone call that i’m not schizophrenic.  Schizophrenia induced by humans with technology is not schizophrenia.  They forcefully drug me under the mental health act and if I say no they put me in hospital where they forcefully hold you down and drug you.  They won’t ever stop drugging me unless I break them.  I need to go to to court.  My initial phone call where I yelled “WAR”  still exists and deserves a space on YouTUBE.  I know what I said in the phone call mostly.  But like so many you probably don’t believe. 

 

There is probably a conspiracy behind my original phone call where I yelled “WAR”.  It should never have been with held from me. I have truly suffered because of technology.  Not one doctor could do anything for my suffering.  It was many years screaming without a voice.  People care not by what suffering they cause.  Failing to believe me suffers me.

 

Do you believe me?  If you have failed to believe me then you have failed to believe the truth.  I don’t know what this means but it’s not good for you.  Failing to believe in the truth has some consequences.  What I have said is the hard line.  I live in a warzone of tech. 

 

I need your help please.  I need a lawyer to take me to court as many times as it takes until i’m noticed and get copies of my phone call.  I’m not delusional.  This phone call is beautiful in a landscaped of WAR. 

 

Will you help?  Do you believe?  How long must i be persecuted for disliking America and wanting my own private space and mind.  I have never had.  They think because I am poor and dumb they can do all things to me.  Will you believe? 

 

Just believe damn you.  What could you possibly have to lose?  I want justice and right and light.  Not darkness which is secrecy which is evil.  What has been done to me is of great evil now and then it never ends.  I am telling the truth.  I am not delusional.  I am not lying.  If you don’t believe then it is you who are deceived, and this can’t be good for things.  I sorry I speak so harshly.  It’s been so long.  This is my day everyday and has been for last 15 years. 

 

Will you help me prove what I say.  So far no one has ever helped me as no one believes me but believes in appearances.  Everyone wants to hear their own thing but not the truth.  I have been refined in the fires of suffering.  Death encroaches me all around with jagged snarling teeth.  Are you afraid?   No one believes me.  I’m telling the truth and want to prove it in court as I am being forced to do this.  Anyway reply back if your interested.  Believe the money.  Believe.

 

Thanks for your time

 

I rent a house but it has a mold problem. I get a benefit. dont need money to live on just a place to live for 30 years. I should have benefit for life without being required to work. Probably more important than a house is getting a copy of this phone call I speak of. However much that would cost.

 

I AM a SOLDIER.

 

Darcy Lee

[Droplet]

I can see that you're certainly not well Leeda and I hope that you are getting some help for your mental illness. There's no shame in having mental illness, it can affect anyone and I hope that you can manage your illness and be better soon.

[leeda]

I can see that you're certainly not well Leeda and I hope that you are getting some help for your mental illness. There's no shame in having mental illness, it can affect anyone and I hope that you can manage your illness and be better soon.

 

My post wasn't all that bad was it. It included the word inceptifier which has one result for google and the result is all individual words in a foreign language. If you spell it inceptifire there are no results in Google. From the sentence you can determine a meaning pretty easily. This is the forth time i've clocked google with a new word.

 

Now you claim Darcy (thou see) yet your sin still remains.

 

If you can't believe earthly truths how will you believe anything higher.

 

Leeda

[leeda]

1 Timothy 5:18 "The worker deserves his wages."

[leeda]

Adventures in Seeking Immortality.

 

I had a post or half a post prepared but we just had an earthquake and the power cut out temporarily. Went for like a minute.

 

Now with a new post.

 

See the thing is I believe I have something to offer. Just as much as any top scientist.

 

I have endurance and experience.

 

I have perhaps 30-40 years left to live with luck. I am 38 years old at the moment.

 

Set Me Up.

 

I believe I can contribute and have something to contribute and this contribution is important.

 

But I need a house. I have an income for the rest of my life. 

 

I don't know. No one believes me.

 

I have something to contribute to immortality.

 

I believe more so than the next person.

 

Give me my life.

 

Darcy Lee

Leeda

[leeda]

Matthew 15:26

But Jesus replied, “It is not right to take the children’s bread and toss it to the dogs.” 

 

Matthew 15:27

"Yes it is, Lord," she said. "Even the dogs eat the crumbs that fall from their master's table."

[leeda]

Matthew 15:26

But Jesus replied, “It is not right to take the children’s bread and toss it to the dogs.” 

 

Matthew 15:27

"Yes it is, Lord," she said. "Even the dogs eat the crumbs that fall from their master's table."

 

 

I'm a preacher of immortality.

 

I need some thinking money.

 

I believe in resurrection and of the dead and immortality.

 

People that kill should think twice. 

 

Lol Terrorists Lol and they kill people lol.

 

Something along those lines.

 

Hmm yes some thinking and action money.

 

You reap what you sew? Ever hear that.

 

Now what special skills do I have?

 

The bible talks about Paul boasting about his suffering.

 

I can do this. I can boast about my suffering. It was supremely great and long.

 

As a skill or trait I should have exceptional endurance. I mean exceptional.

 

I don't know what type of endurance though.

 

The bible is an immortality book.

 

The bible says to let endurance have it's full effect.

 

I'm a walking talking thinking ad for NIKE.

 

It does offer some drive my suffering. 

 

Fight for others.

 

I know and understand with a greater significance on a greater level why immortality must be achieved from my experiences suffering. I have this drive.

 

Death is an enemy.

 

I see suffering as a symptom of death.

 

I can strengthen people. I think.

 

I'm in a very peaceful country.

 

Really the only practical thing I can say that is different from me and a rich man with all the time in the world who has died trying to fight death is my suffering.

 

Sure others have suffered. But no not like me. Not so great. I am in the tip top few greatest sufferers of all time. I boast of this with surety. It had to be someone.

 

Because you can't feel anothers suffering you probably don't believe me. 

 

I'm not offended.

 

I haven't found one person who can relate.

 

It's passed over ever so quickly.

 

I've said enough. I'm going to continue to debate to earn a house over time.

 

Leeda

Darcy Lee

[leeda]

1 Corinthians 9:14 In the same way, the Lord has commanded that those who preach the gospel should receive their living from the gospel.

 

I preach this gospel of immortality.

 

[shadowhawk]

Leeda. having helped many people in deep need I do not think much real help will come here.  You need to be part of a community right there where you are at.  As a Christian we deal with needs all the time.  Let me ask you, are there any Churches close to you that you could send the addresses to us.  I would be happy to contact them and see if we could get you some direct help.

[leeda]

See the thing is if u have read my website then you should realise that the VR matrix tech that I present and represent where the picture is in your head mind eyes, inside you, then you should realise that this tech is very important to immortality and before that long life. It's a weapon against death. Now aiding me aids getting this tech and my story out to the public.

 

REPRESENT,

 

Don't believe me? Possubly u will not make immortality.

 

I put this to you. Such is my story. I speak truth withouth delusion. 

 

If you can't believe earthly things how will you ever believe heavenly things.

 

One of the first missions is to get general public knowledge of this VR MATRIX tech. Supporting me brings this closer.

 

It seems to be all about that. 

 

I need publicity for my story.

 

I have this recurring problem where no one believes me so nothing gets done.

 

Get me tested. Ask the bands involved. Ask people like Eminem. Do this through twitter and facebook etc. 

 

Nobody ever bothers to test me.

 

Testing me gets you a time and date stamp. This could possibly make you money. Perhaps make a youtube video on a partnership account. Again time and date stamp and when the truth is fully know then you will reap.

 

VR MATRIX.

 

It's all about this.

 

Make me famous to get this tech out. I dont even need to be famous just confirm the songs then I will be believerd.

 

This tech must be known right now today.

 

Read my story at this link: http://www.darcylee....abel/Terrorists

 

Darcy Lee

Leeda

Edited by leeda, 02 February 2017 - 10:43 AM.

[shadowhawk]

OK.  

[leeda]

OK.

Does that mean you'll do something?

[shadowhawk]

 

OK.

Does that mean you'll do something?

 

I told you how I could help and want to.  I have read everything.

 

[leeda]

 

 

OK.

Does that mean you'll do something?

 

I told you how I could help and want to.  I have read everything.

 

 

Ok then. I'll help you. Make a video for Youtube about this thread and my website. it should be at least 2 minutes. Run some commentary. Also post that video to twitter and facebook and here in this thread. I'll pick it up on my website as well. This is a very light burden. Are you embarrassed of me? To much effort?

 

Therer is a reward.

 

Now also get your church involved. Again I believer this is not to much. The church will be rewarded. I bet you have trouble finding believers in church. Pun inteneted.

 

Again it seems to be all about the matrix VR tech.

 

The songs aren't that important.

 

Now if you could help that would be great. I understand if your to busy.

 

Leeda

[shadowhawk]

Best Wishes.  If you ever want to take me up on my offer, contact me.