Hello everyone I'm new here. After reading lots of posts here I finally decided to register.
I have a major problem though and would highly appreciate if anyone could help me.
I was a bit unfortunate in my life and I had couple of psychotic experiences.
Last experience was very stressful and it took me more than one year to recover from it.
I was put on olanzapine and I'm taking low dose of it.
The thing that worries me is that I read that some antipsychotics are carcinogenic and genotoxic http://www.ncbi.nlm....pubmed/19410629 and therefore I would like to stop using this drug. not to mention that I have some side effects of the drug, though not weight gain.
But I am very afraid to stop taking it because I can not afford myself relapse because I have finally recovered and my life is finally okay.
The thing is that... using the drug my receptors are probably upregulated and those are receptors for dopamine, serotonine, histamine, muscarinic, adenergic and all those that are antagonized by olanzapine.
My doctor explained to me that by using the drug brain produces new receptors and that by stopping the medication my brain has more of those receptors and is very sensitive to all those neurotransmitters dopamine, serotonin, acetylcholine etc...
So I'm wondering what is the best way to downregulate all those receptors that this drug has upregulated?
If I stop this drug I know that rollercoaster is waiting for me and would like to know if there is any way to reverse the damage done by the drug?
I'm feeling ok but I know that there is a bit of noise somewhere in my consciousness that doesn't let me be who I genuinely am.
And I think its' because if the drug. Any ideas what to do? thanks