While I really appreciate the efforts to spare harm here wherever possible, I was looking for a balanced opinion on dopamine agonists to treat movement issues.
I've made a couple of posts here describing a recent, very unfortunate bout of akathisia, which was triggered by withdrawal from Mirtazapine 2 months ago.
Over that period, I've tried nearly everything possible to help the symptoms, which are basically incapacitating .. including antihistamines, Cogentin, clonidine, Propranolol, opiates, Lyrica, benzos and a variety of supplements. Unfortunately, my system seems to be extremely volatile, and even stuff which should otherwise be helpful (high-dose B6) just wigs me out.
The best things so far have been a) Siberian Ginseng, which is soothing, but not a cure, and b) Uridine UMP, which pretty much addresses the restlessness, but causes a lot of anxiety/overstimulatiion, terrible bloating (weirdly?) and insomnia. I've tried between 60-250mg orally, and get the same symptoms in varying degrees. Time-release Melatonin is also pretty much a fix, but can only be taken at night obviously.
I have an appointment to see a neurologist now .. but it could take a little while (5 weeks at the moment, but he's a friend of my doctor, who's going to try push the case forward).
My doctor gave me a script for Requip, and I've basically been doing everything possible to avoid taking it because I'm presuming this is more of a withdrawal issue, rather than anything tardive, though I have always been prone to getting akathisia on ADs/atypicals in the past. My doctor was being a bit cavalier about the whole thing, and acting like going-on/coming-off Requip should be a piece-of-cake, which doesn't gel with the reading I've done.
Anyway, I'm seriously at the edge of my sanity .. and growing suicidal, and I know that's enough reason to try the Requip.
But if I do, am I doomed to being stuck on it? Would taking it for a few weeks until I can see the neurologist be plausible? And then maybe switching to something more benign, like one of the other anticholinergics (Artane?) or Neurontin. Getting to my doctor isn't possible anymore (can't drive), and I don't want to seem non-compliant by requesting something else, since he's tried quite a few things so far.
I'm just so angry and upset at myself, because I'm a perfectionist and was deliberately trying to do a wash-out from psych drugs. But that stubbornness isn't working right now. I guess I just can't foresee coming off the Requip being an easy task, and it certainly doesn't sound like a long-term cure ..