I went to catholic school on saturday and have all the sacraments and I live in a very very catholic country as I depicted on the other threads. I didn't believe a single brainwashing word I ever heard.
But I have never really disputed any of Jesuses "doctrine".
Jesus is an almost 100% perfect "slave morality"(nietzsche) advocate and as such I see him as a troubled BPDer who played out the typical BPD insanity scenario at the appropriate age for this. As a BPDer he deems himself completely unworthy to rule or own, and is unable to stop projecting narcissism(master morality) into everyone. He accepts it as truth of all and starts taking in the pain from all that projected narcissism without anger but rather bliss signalling that he gave up on himself and is now "free of ego". He finds peace in the notion that his extreme slave morality will be rewarded by a delusion of the afterlife, that there is something not-narcissistic out there that will redeem this life here. He is not sure of this and is tempted often, but he remains strong to the very end. Interestingly, his BPDish saving of whores(he supposedly in fact married Mary Magdalena showing his maddona-whore issues and savior complex) is censored by the Catholic "authorities" from the bible.
I have no objection to anything Jesus said.
Nietzsche for example and unlike Jesus, took a different path trying to avoid the same BPDish self-torture. He realised the "two moralities" (which I can neurologically and psychologically explain or at least try to if anyone is interested) and desperately wanted to be a player of "master morality", induldged in drugs and basically any means to remove/dull his overburdening BPDish conscience but in the end he lost his mind at the scene of a horse flogging and showed his inevitable "true colors" of "slave morality" inbuilt into him since he remembers.
The new testament IMO truly is something different from the "Jewish god" and the rest of the "my God is stronger" pissing contest.
I have always resented the old testament being combined with the new. Jewish vengeful God is declared to be only Jewish (which is precisely why Christ as a universal God does not appeal to the jews) basically everywhere in the old testament so I don't get the rest of the humanity "cheering" for it. In fact the old testament represents more "master morality" with the jewish god being the master of masters. The old testament doesn't even reject the notion of other Gods, it only forbids worshiping them. I don't remember the old testament ever claiming Jahve to be the ONLY God. Anyway, the Jewish God is not really a live giver, he is a life *allower* (fear-conditioning - NPD - vasopressin). Unlike jesus who is a live *giver* (love-conditioning - BPD - oxytocin).
The obvious conflict of meaning embedded in the two testaments is fundamental to the human mind/emotions/soul/pshilosphy/moral beleifs.
Jesus plight deserves deep consideration and his teachings are very accurate to recognize the truth of morale (slave morale at least) that is timeless. It is rare that such people get a page in history and yet they often possess profound wisdom and deserve consideration. He is also practically the first to create a "slave morality" based religion, all other "white men religions" are proud of their "master-Gods" and like to enter them into "Magic The Gathering Card Game "(my God has +2 in flood inducing spells etc) pissing contests.
Point being, the Bible contains two version of morale, all denominations of Christianity SHOULD uphold Jesuses version as he supposedly replaced the old testament rules (10 rules) with his own (2 rules) and replaced the whole idea of God. In that sense Christians should not refer to the old testament other than for historic reasons. It is my beleif that Jesus purposefully decided to ALTER the existing religion which was of the "opposite morality"(master-morality) to his sensibilities(slave morality). He wanted to wipe out Judeism as it was, his loss of temper at the temple clearly shows his BPDish plight against the narcissism of the world.
Furthermore, the old testament in fact does not facilitate an insitution of forgivness, all transgressions are therefore punished (and in fact the old testament is packed with stories of Gods punishment) meaning it is near impossible to live your entire life without disobeying at least 1 of the 10 rules one time.
I do believe the moral messages of the new testament are undeniable and also fundamental and timeless. I have nothing against them. And if one is honest, there is no way to distort Jesus messages to do ones bidding proving the fundamental and timeless nature of them.
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So, I'm sure there are Christians who understand the morale philosophy in the bible, but most of them don't and just manipulate themselves into thinking whatever they want about morals. I do agree with that and you argument is very profound in that sense.
I only object to the, perhaps unintentional notion that the Bible (at least the new testament) does not provide a very pure and coherent moral philosophy that is NOT really subject to interpretation.
But as everything, it CAN be abused into different interpretations in spite of its pure message.
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So, my reason for opening this thread is that my understanding of morals which I believe to be concurrent with Jesuses (minus the magic act) marks desire of immortality as wrong.
My same understanding of morals would never burn Giordano Bruno at the stake, in fact quite the opposite, so I believe myself to not be misinterpreting the bible for my own goals but actually responding emotionally to something real.
I have also made a case of this in a few threads explaining ratioinally with no remarks abour religion why full biologic immortality is not a good idea.
The thing is, I am conflicted about the research towards immortality. The research towards biologic immortality is in fact also simply beneficial for quality of life (cures debilitating illness) which I do desire to increase, but I do not enjoy the notion of the end goal of full immortality. I do not want to hinder progress towards it, in fact I want to help and I do not want to stop anyone from achieveing it, but I don't want it for myself.
Now, it is hard to understand for me that there are actually Christians here who fail to see this. I can't imagine someone being a "die hard" Christian like shadowhawk and yet somehow also wanting immortality. It doesn't make ANY sense.
Edited by addx, 30 April 2014 - 07:31 PM.