Hi.
A long time ago (16 months) I started this nightmare. I had been taking Ativan 1mg for a year to sleep.
Following my Dr's advice, I switched to Diazepam equivalent (10mg) and slowly withdrawn from there. After about 2 months I somehow managed to stop taking lorazepam.
I have to admit that I feel better that in the first months but I'm still having so many problems, among them:
-Non restful/deep Sleep (I never wake up feeling refreshed and I wake up with the slightest sound)
-Generalized Anxiety
-No motivation or energy
-Memory Problems
Over the last 6 months my Dr has put me on some antidepressants with little success (Citalopram, Escitalopram and now Duloxetine)
I'm right now on Duloxetine. It worked wonders for me in the past for anxiety and depression a few years ago but I didn't have this benzo WD problem in the background. Right now it does help with depression but does nothing for sleep or anxiety. (During my firsts months on benzo WD I had suicidal ideation)
I've spent hundreds of dollars in supplements and doctors, and no one knows how to treat this.
Things that I have tried (and that I remember right now):
-Sedative old TCAs (Elavil, etc)
-Mirtazapine or Trazadone
-Antihistaminics
-Magnesium (various kinds)
-B group Vitamins
-Ashwaganda
-Rodhiola Rosea
-Wellbutrin
-Melatonin (various kinds)
-Daily Physical Exercise
-Sleep restriction
-CBT
-Light Therapy
-Avoid sugar/caffeine/alcohol
etc
Does anyone know anything about this problem and how it can be solved?
Thank you so much!
PS: I visited the benzobuddies forum a lot but I realised that it did more harm than good so i stopped reading it