Hi all!
I'm excited about the new developments on the horizon.
Since my last post, I've done 4 bipolar ILF sessions (~1 hour each at T3/T4), 5 SMR@Cz sessions and 4 4-channel TA(G)sync sessions.
It's now clear to me how different ILF training (0.01-0.2 Hz in my case) is from bipolar training (3-6hz to me), even given the same sensor placements. ILF waves are much slower and thus activate the reward for longer periods of time. And the training process seems to demand more time and patience. ILF training also produces a very distinctive clarity and relaxation effect for me. After a session, I feel like I've dropped a weight of tension and anxiety. That after-effect was more pronounced in my first two sessions, but I still find training valuable. Opaque, did you notice any benefit from training different sites?
I could write for ages about how TA(G)sync has helped me connect the dots in my life, but I will say that I'm starting to meet some difficult realities about my self-destructive habits and unrealistic expectations that evaded me earlier. My addictions to food, internet, sex and substances are starting to reveal themselves for what they truly are: engrained avoidance tactics. I'm also getting a much clearer picture about my psychological workings, and the conflicted relationship between my ego and superego. I'll write more about this later, but for now, I will just say that I feel this protocol has been indispensable in understanding and seeing myself for who I am, and that I have a lot more work and play to do, both in NFB training, long-term planning, self-discipline, and all areas of my life. I feel like I'm paralyzed and stuck in a dark place, but I'm doing my best to have faith that I can walk on a path towards the light.
I'm weighing my options with regards to an EEG assessment. Does anybody here have any experience with the 'Whole Brain Training' plan assessment that BT offers? Alternatively, would anybody on this thread be interested in using their TLC7 to interpret my data and give me a training plan? I would be happy to discuss how that might work, and to compensate someone for their time. I would invest in the TLC7 but I can't spend more than ~$150 on this right now.
Finally, I've been using an old PN pIR pendant with the Pacman software. . . Are there any other pIR HEG designs out there? I just find the sound of the Pacman and the lack of helpful feedback in that design a struggle. Is anybody else out there using the pIR headset?
Best wishes and many thanks,
Gengar
Edited by Gengar, 04 March 2016 - 07:21 PM.