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[jaiho]

So back in July Medievil created a thread about being able to sell some pharma stuff. Seeing how he has quite the post history here and community presence i thought he could be trustworthy.

I was wrong.

 

Gave him the benefit of the doubt about not being able to refund me the money for some time but we're now almost in December and he's ignored me.

 

This thread is for the purpose of warning others about this member.

[medievil]

id agree with this thread, i get overentrhousiastic somethimes and then something goes wrong and i needed the money to buy really expensive stims for my anhedonia.

 

Im truly sorry, the truth is i have to spend all my money on stims and im also extremely bad with money, eg when i promise to you repay someone i end up buying a laptop.

 

i really want to sort this out, this thread probably pushes me as i do want to keep a good reputation.

 

as an aside i did actually sell stuff, i didnt make the thread to rip ppl off or anything, i just couldnt deal with things golng wrong

[jaiho]

I'm a forgiving kinda guy. I want to resolve this and i didnt want to make this thread. You have my details and once im repaid ill get this thread deleted

 

[Galaxyshock]

Buying drugs over the internet from a stim addict that makes posts about credit card frauds and penis enlargement, you probably shouldn't expect too much hehe.

[jaiho]

i mustve missed those posts. he seems to post alot of informative stuff too so yeah

[Galaxyshock]

i mustve missed those posts. he seems to post alot of informative stuff too so yeah

 

Yeah he has a lot of knowledge in neuroscience and is a smart person but the compulsive drug taking seems to kinda take over. Can't blame him too much because anhedonia can be quite horrible, but still doesn't justify these kind of things.

[medievil]

Buying drugs over the internet from a stim addict that makes posts about credit card frauds and penis enlargement, you probably shouldn't expect too much hehe.

True, altough its not because of stims i can be quite making ppl not paid off straight away justified for myself while others need the money, im not the best person when it comes to this, and i fully admit that i havent been nice over this issue.

 

Either way i want to proof to the community im afterall still trustworthy.

 

I wouldnt have a stim addiction if i could get 10mg dex three times a day, fucking terrible healthcare here, either way id allways be quite the same person haha

not that i sell anything or so ever since that time.

[jaiho]

I also have anhedonia, i frequent the depressionforum subforum. Im getting some good results from NSI-189 / MAOI combo.

 

Anyway, medievil when do you think you could pay back that money? 

[medievil]

I have some dysfunctioning with the emotion guilt, i just feel like i shouldnt have done that, while i think it was on nsi i felt like a pretty unpleasant emotion/feeling when i for example think what if the person needs the money? I have to experiement more to fix this issue.

[medievil]

I also have anhedonia, i frequent the depressionforum subforum. Im getting some good results from NSI-189 / MAOI combo.

 

Anyway, medievil when do you think you could pay back that money? 

Err everyone like didnt like an idea of 20 pound everytime i can? thats the only way i can do it, prob can do more but allways end up buying something for myself like ibogaine for example which i think may be mindblowing... if i didnt have to invest in so much stuff for myself it would be easy but i was never able to afford what i wanted to try and for shizophrenia you need to try alot, its the worst disorder.

[jaiho]

no worries. can you paypal 20 pound whenever you can until its paid off?

[medievil]

im in overdraft with paypal, and wu is quite costly, can i pay you by visa or something somehow? i can if you set up your paypal as a company or something, also i can only do a first payment next week,.

 

 

I wonder what happened with the other 2 i owned money, never heared from them.

[medievil]

i wish i didnt chuck the ibogaine, it caused sexual dysfunctioning like before fluvox, eg viagra not working and prematuhe ejaculation, extremely frustrating, but i think its bringing back a crucial aspect of reward opiates brought to me during a short course where they actually worked and then left me 50percent less with before the codeine adjunct emotional, patience other part that stims dont fix cure, id be happy to be back to normal, making codeine work again is my dream goal tough, that normal feeling was incredible.

[medievil]

Yesterday had the police giving me a warning for producing a fake prescription, but it wasnt very well done.

[Fenix_]

medievil you should go on that tv show intervention.

[jaiho]

you're going to make it hard for me to get my money back aren't you... thats what im reading

[medievil]

Keep this thread up i want a good reputation haha ill ruin it if i dont pay you back and we agreed on a payment plan i can afford, thats why its gonna work, i do feel bad but i dont really care if i wouldnt pay you back, theres something wrong with my guilt emotion or im naturally more of a criminal, as im into fraud and all sorts haha, i could be a very bad person but i try to do right and would allways want to pay you back, i just lack the guilt.

[medicineman]

lol... he's a good guy, but he has issues. so, tough luck. if you didn't have money to spare, it's really your fault for losing it. everyone here knows his fuses are blown, and whatever purchase you make off him is your responsibility.

Edited by medicineman, 29 November 2014 - 12:10 PM.

[jaiho]

depression tends to do that. you just need to get that treated and stop self medicating with stims. Anhedonia is a symptom of depression. 

 

Is there an alternative to paypal? Maybe google wallet?

 

odd perspective there medicineman. He scammed me out of money, pretending to sell things on this forum. he just admitted earlier that he hasnt paid back 2 other people.

Doesnt sound like a good guy to me.

 

Depression is not an excuse. I never use it as an excuse for bad behavior.

[medicineman]

Keep this thread up i want a good reputation haha ill ruin it if i dont pay you back and we agreed on a payment plan i can afford, thats why its gonna work, i do feel bad but i dont really care if i wouldnt pay you back, theres something wrong with my guilt emotion or im naturally more of a criminal, as im into fraud and all sorts haha, i could be a very bad person but i try to do right and would allways want to pay you back, i just lack the guilt.

you should stop giving people false hope of obtaining drugs which they may desperately need. I couldn't care less about your issues, but sometimes, people go to lengths to get something which they deem necessary, and when you fold with their money, you not only take their money, you also quash their hopes.

anyways, your reputation is ruined anyways, and that's your doing bro.

[medievil]

lol... he's a good guy, but he has issues. so, tough luck. if you didn't have money to spare, it's really your fault for losing it. everyone here knows his fuses are blown, and whatever purchase you make off him is your responsibility.

Im not as bad as i sound man, noone in real life knows i got mental health issues, i just used to act crazy on stims online.

 

Its not their fault, i do think come off as trustworthy and i actually am just things got wrong with me selling meds as the nhs send a letter out with my fake names where i was registered at differened docters and then needed the money.

 

Anhedonia is not a symption of depression in my case, also i made myself sound too bad offcourse i care wheter i pay you back, i just seem to lack the guilt emotion so i often use money for my own purpose and delay paying you back

[medicineman]

depression tends to do that. you just need to get that treated and stop self medicating with stims. Anhedonia is a symptom of depression.

Is there an alternative to paypal? Maybe google wallet?


odd perspective there medicineman. He scammed me out of money, pretending to sell things on this forum. he just admitted earlier that he hasnt paid back 2 other people.
Doesnt sound like a good guy to me.

Depression is not an excuse. I never use it as an excuse for bad behavior.

no
not odd at all. when you attempt to buy illegal stimulants from a manic depressive in the midst of his mania, and then get iffy when he doesn't fulfill his end is odd to me. he obviously was in his rush trying to 'help the community', and I am convinced he was sincere at the time, but when he hit his low due to his condition, drug crash, etc. and he realizes he has cash and no drugs, you think an addict will fulfill his promise or satiate his craving?

[medievil]

 

Keep this thread up i want a good reputation haha ill ruin it if i dont pay you back and we agreed on a payment plan i can afford, thats why its gonna work, i do feel bad but i dont really care if i wouldnt pay you back, theres something wrong with my guilt emotion or im naturally more of a criminal, as im into fraud and all sorts haha, i could be a very bad person but i try to do right and would allways want to pay you back, i just lack the guilt.

you should stop giving people false hope of obtaining drugs which they may desperately need. I couldn't care less about your issues, but sometimes, people go to lengths to get something which they deem necessary, and when you fold with their money, you not only take their money, you also quash their hopes.

anyways, your reputation is ruined anyways, and that's your doing bro.

 

lets not forget i did help several ppl, and have allways assisted ppl with the right advice, i couldnt sell meds to 4 people because i got caught which doesnt mean i absolutely was selling meds online.

 

i never tried to scam anyone and after i couldnt get anything anymore i stopped selling anything online, what do you take me for, a lying scumbag making up it all to get money

[medicineman]

lol... he's a good guy, but he has issues. so, tough luck. if you didn't have money to spare, it's really your fault for losing it. everyone here knows his fuses are blown, and whatever purchase you make off him is your responsibility.

Im not as bad as i sound man, noone in real life knows i got mental health issues, i just used to act crazy on stims online.

Its not their fault, i do think come off as trustworthy and i actually am just things got wrong with me selling meds as the nhs send a letter out with my fake names where i was registered at differened docters and then needed the money.

Anhedonia is not a symption of depression in my case, also i made myself sound too bad offcourse i care wheter i pay you back, i just seem to lack the guilt emotion so i often use money for my own purpose and delay paying you back

I know you are not bad. on the contrary, you are a decent person. to me, the burden is on whoever attempts to purchase off you. just don't give hopes again when you can't fulfill your end. some people care less about the one or two hundred bucks they may lose, and are offended more by the false hope of obtaining a drug which they may desperately need, and end up not getting.

[medievil]

 

depression tends to do that. you just need to get that treated and stop self medicating with stims. Anhedonia is a symptom of depression.

Is there an alternative to paypal? Maybe google wallet?


odd perspective there medicineman. He scammed me out of money, pretending to sell things on this forum. he just admitted earlier that he hasnt paid back 2 other people.
Doesnt sound like a good guy to me.

Depression is not an excuse. I never use it as an excuse for bad behavior.

no
not odd at all. when you attempt to buy illegal stimulants from a manic depressive in the midst of his mania, and then get iffy when he doesn't fulfill his end is odd to me. he obviously was in his rush trying to 'help the community', and I am convinced he was sincere at the time, but when he hit his low due to his condition, drug crash, etc. and he realizes he has cash and no drugs, you think an addict will fulfill his promise or satiate his craving?

 

Its not craving, im atleast a week without stims a month as i cant afford it, its enduring the torture.

 

This thread is a good way to show i didnt want to scam anyone, i will pay the guys that i own money back:)

[medievil]

 

 

lol... he's a good guy, but he has issues. so, tough luck. if you didn't have money to spare, it's really your fault for losing it. everyone here knows his fuses are blown, and whatever purchase you make off him is your responsibility.

Im not as bad as i sound man, noone in real life knows i got mental health issues, i just used to act crazy on stims online.

Its not their fault, i do think come off as trustworthy and i actually am just things got wrong with me selling meds as the nhs send a letter out with my fake names where i was registered at differened docters and then needed the money.

Anhedonia is not a symption of depression in my case, also i made myself sound too bad offcourse i care wheter i pay you back, i just seem to lack the guilt emotion so i often use money for my own purpose and delay paying you back

I know you are not bad. on the contrary, you are a decent person. to me, the burden is on whoever attempts to purchase off you. just don't give hopes again when you can't fulfill your end. some people care less about the one or two hundred bucks they may lose, and are offended more by the false hope of obtaining a drug which they may desperately need, and end up not getting.

 

dude i actually was registered under differened docters and got meds for ppl, it only went wrong because they caught me, i couldnt have known it would go wrong, just because i called the central nhs number under differened names under the same adress after i registered myself in a druk clinic for subutex so they monitered ppl callling from that adress

thats just it

[jaiho]

thats what it feels like medieval.

 

anyway we can use this site for payment:

https://www.dwolla.com/

 

[medicineman]

depression tends to do that. you just need to get that treated and stop self medicating with stims. Anhedonia is a symptom of depression.

Is there an alternative to paypal? Maybe google wallet?


odd perspective there medicineman. He scammed me out of money, pretending to sell things on this forum. he just admitted earlier that he hasnt paid back 2 other people.
Doesnt sound like a good guy to me.

Depression is not an excuse. I never use it as an excuse for bad behavior.

no
not odd at all. when you attempt to buy illegal stimulants from a manic depressive in the midst of his mania, and then get iffy when he doesn't fulfill his end is odd to me. he obviously was in his rush trying to 'help the community', and I am convinced he was sincere at the time, but when he hit his low due to his condition, drug crash, etc. and he realizes he has cash and no drugs, you think an addict will fulfill his promise or satiate his craving?

Its not craving, im atleast a week without stims a month as i cant afford it, its enduring the torture.

This thread is a good way to show i didnt want to scam anyone, i will pay the guys that i own money back:)

from conversing with you, I am convinced that you had good intentions in mind. I hope pull through your issues.

[medievil]

comeone guys a ton of ppl contacted me, if i was scamming ppl where are all the victims? i threaned them? or you think only one dude buyed of me?

[jaiho]

ah fuck its U.S only.

 

Good intentions? Medicineman you're as deluded as medievil. the bloke said he could get anything, used his reputation on this forum to get people to pay him and used that money for his own shit. it isnt even his money. and i wasnt that interested in stims at all. I wanted anti depressants.

 

The reason other people you took money from haven't done anything about it is they are most likely desperate depressed people trying to get drugs to help, and you took advantage of them.