SWIM is going through tianeptine hell/withdrawal...
swim is going to post more about this in the days to come but it has been far and away been the most frightening experience swim has ever had to live through..dont give swim the "its not a real opiate" line..ok...don't....I know what this is.....I Know.....Others that have gone through opiate withdrawal this question is for you.
On day two swim noticed all of a sudden a feeling started to approach slowly and it was a feeling of pure panic, depression, hell..etc.....It was as if all the dopamine and serotonin was rippped from swims brain and all that was left was pure agony....It would be what mental hell would be.....eternity in a burning hell....torture for ever....ive never had anything like this.....thinking about it almost makes me have a panic attack......
does anyone know this feeling I am describing....why wont it go away? It must just be the loperamide hanging onto it??