Subject: Male, 23 years old, healthy.
Exercise: Three times a week.
Diet: Only non-processed stuff, lots of vegetables and fish. Mediterranean.
Meditation: Yes.
Sleep: Very good. ~8 hours daily.
Mental disorders: Officially, none.
Supplements: ALCAR 500mg. L-Carnosine 500mg. Ceylon Cinnamon 500mg. Spirulina 2g. Melatonin 1mg.
Polygala Administration: Dose: ~50 to 100mg one time a day. Timing: The evening. Route: Sublingual for a minimum of 10 minutes, then swallowed.
Polygala subjective effects:
The first times: Very noticeable sensation of being more alert or awake after 10-15 minutes. An increase in good mood within 30 minutes, moderate euphoria, non hypomanic feelings. This experience did not differ the times I was busy and distracted by any task. I repeatedly surprised myself singing out loud. Very short duration of these feelings, made me wonder about the potential of abuse of this substance. Despite the increase in alertness, I did not feel shaky or excited; which I'm prone to experience with caffeine and amphetamines. An undesirable feeling of sadness building up after 2-3 hours.
Usefulness of the substance at this point: none.
Side effects: although I was not feeling stimulated: no racing thoughts, no involuntary movements; a couple of times I felt like it was a little too much, I did not feel entirely confortable with the way my mind was working. No other side effects, no gastrointestinal issues, no headaches, no sleepiness, no noticeable memory troubles.
After a week: From day ~5 until today. Acute effects are still present somehow, but in a much more subtle way. Euphoria has disappeared, the increase in alertness is now enjoyable. I find that administration erases completely my tiredness. Repeated sensation of being myself again, memories that used to hurt me now feels nice. Huge increase in productivity, studying, writing or drawing under the influence of Polygala feels like cheating. My ability to concentrate and work improved some months ago with the addiction of ALCAR, but it never have been above average, today I feel like it is virtually infinite. I started new projects that I have always been to lazy to undertake, like adopting Dvorak's keyboard disposition or hacking my phone. My verbal fluency has improved too, I find myself using unusual words constantly, even English seems easier. Waste of time annoys me, I cannot stand TV or prolonged small-talk anymore, all that I want is to read or to learn something.
Usefulness at this point: notable.
Side effects: I'm completely emotionless. I forget to eat ofttimes due to be too focus on what I'm doing. After this 17 days, I feel a little burned, and I have the need to take a break because I feel physically tired. No other side effects that aren't clearly unrelated to being tired. No emotional crashes. I'm sleeping great, but the intensity and complexity of my dreams seems to be reduced. My ability to visualize and my creativity could be reduced too. I feel like a machine sometimes. Short-term memory unaffected or slightly reduced.
Polygala intersubjetive effects:
I erased all my social networks because they annoy me. I spend less time in Reddit or in any other social media. Sometimes I'm writing a comment in some topic, but I erase everything before posting because it feels pointless. Surprisingly, I'm going out more frequently; until recently I had to force myself to go out at least on Fridays, now I'm meeting people almost everyday. People around me pointed out, without being asked, that I seem more easily irritated and aggressive than usually. The girl that I'm dating said to me yesterday that I became a jerk and that I find way too funny making people hate me.
Because lately I don't give a crap, I speak my mind more often, I found that people laugh more frequently when I talk and that girls became more interested in me. On the other hand, when I fuck up it is worse than before. For example, I got this friend whose wife is dying, and I'm talking about that with other guys that also knows them, so I confess that the wife always make me uncomfortable because I'm never capable to remember hers name, and that it will be a relief if she finally die. They really don't appreciate that.
Finally, other thing that I noticed is that I have too much confidence lately and I treat people like they shall adore me; and the point is that it works, I'm receiving more compliments than ever.
Polygala's grades:
Concentration 9/10 (Great, but perfection does not exist)
Will power: 9/10 (Great, but perfection does not exist)
Emotional stability: 8/10 (Good)
Verbal fluency: 7/10 (Useful)
Energy: 7/10 (Useful)
Learning: 6/10 (Useful - Placebo level)
Depression relief: 6/10 (Useful - Placebo level)
Reading: 5/10 (Placebo level)
Intelligence: 5/10 (Placebo level)
Memory: 4-5/10 (Detrimental - Placebo level)
Anxiety: 4-5/10 (Anxiogenic - Placebo level)
Creativity: 4/10 (Detrimental)
Sociability: 3/10 (But being an asshole could be a good thing)
Patience: 1/10 (Awful)
Advices:
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Find your sweet spot and take Polygala only when you need it to study, to work or to concentrate for extended periods.
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It does not mix well with Turmeric + Black Pepper.
Two questions that you are likely to formulate:
- So, is this like Noopept?
No, not at all. Noopept made me sleepy, lazy, unable to concentrate or articulate good phrases and gave me headaches. On the other hand, it really helps me learning, it is anxiolytic and, sometimes, gives me an incredible mental power, enough to beat at chess at the female champion of my autonomous community (population: 8,402,000).
- If this does not exactly work for depression, what should I try instead?
The two most helpful supplements I have tried for mood and depression are Uncaria Rhynchophylla and Creatine. I will write about Uncaria R. soon.