i dont think im dismissing anything you said...
without alcar or without nac, i still had mood cycling, so they are both integral.
people who "eat impeccably" are often still deficient in some nutrients and still you dont get parasites just from eating food. Id say 90% of the effort is going through detox. first detoxing heavy metals (blood test useless, must be hair test, or just see if one responds to andy cutlers chelation/low dose ala protocol) since the immune system will always be too weak if one has stuff like Hg, killing the parasites/bacteria and detoxing the toxins they create and created by their dead bug bodies. then one will feel "normal" or better or like a child when they last felt healthy. then the mental healing happens, though it has already been happening as one feels better in some ways, during detox. when one is sick its hard to imagine how to heal. i was bed ridden for awhile, after a lifetime of getting sicker. i needed hash and then heroin to do anything. heroin at least showed me how good and functional I could be if i was healthy, it was like a candle in the dark, after a good decade of being so so sick and having no idea what not being sick was like. for awhile i thought being sick was normal. and think that is why so many are reluctant to try parasite cleanses, they think they are not sick because they dont know how good they can feel when healthy and/or theyre so arrogant and think these bugs inside are what make me, me, i dont want to kill that, i love myself and wouldnt want to kill part of myself!!
the modern cultural marxist/post modern bleh trend of solipsism is a) making people stupid and little and b) making sick people, sicker, more helpless and more into super victims. many folks consciously narrate their lives passively or second to how they feel/experience. this is how they sculpt their ego/facebook/narcissism. they do not acknowledge the fact that how they feel doesn't matter, it is something can be totally changed. for example when one says, I feel like a woman born in a mans body, they dont acknowledge the fact that their hormone system and brain is probably messed up from infections. like a mountain lion that becomes submissive when caught in a bear trap, since that is its only hope of survival, someone helping it. their narrow view says oh i feel submissive and more fem than masculine so i must be a lady. that is the easiest example i can think of to explain the passive solipsism victim thinking that ruins so many people with depression/mental/chronic illness. progressive west culture encourages this poor thinking and its very dangerous.
its arrogance/pride that comes from overcompensating from being marginalized like people are today, the younger the more marginalized. not totally on topic but somewhat...
patient is a virtue they say. years ago i remember thinking, americans are getting less patient and more ugly. it takes a lot to step out of the comfy ez box of instant gratification but one cant even fathom they wonderful reward of doing so. im not sure how easy it is to totally let go and start over without illegal drugs, but its totally possible and anyone brave/strong enough should (and naturally, will) do it.
Edited by limerence, 30 August 2016 - 08:22 PM.
