Wow, this thread turned bad quick. I think Zoolander's initial response was a constructive one, and I appreciate him being candid.
That was one and a half years ago, though. I thought this thread died when there was no more initial response. I went ahead and tried 2.5mg, felt strange, somewhat warm and sweaty, actually a lot of subtle oddities of the mind and body. But who knows if these side effects are passing and expected, right? The next day I went ahead and took more anyway. It MAY have been as much as 5mg. I cannot entirely recall. It may seem from what happened after taking that dosage that zoolander's worries may have been legitimate to some extent. Starting after just a few hours, I had a bad series of episodes, extended across a couple of weeks at least, of sweating, irregular heartbeat, sensitivity to the dilation/contraction of my veins (especially in the neck, ugh), a feeling of high pressure inside my head, some minor involuntary muscle contraction, but worst of all a deathly fear and an intense sadness. The emotional distress subsided after some three weeks perhaps, the last of the physical uncomforts after a couple of months. That is, except a feeling of tenderness and vague swelling around my Adam's apple that, even now, occasionally returns. Too bad there's no real way of knowing what happened that comes to mind. But sure, I may have had dopamine aplenty already, and that is the
assumption(-of-far-too-little-detail) that I'm tentatively going by now.
It was an efficient scare, at least. But I've regained interest. It would be silly to dismiss them all based on this (the evil mind drugs).
Do you believe you are dopamine deficient? Be careful of taking deprenyl as it potentiates the dopamine response. Neurotransmitters work in tonic balance. If you push the balance too far one way you may suffer from a dopamine-related syndrome. For example a deficit=depression and/or excess=schizophrenia.
I'd be delighted to hear what you mean by a "dopamine-related syndrome." I didn't turn schizophrenic, at least. =) Though I'd say I've long been what I believe is often called schiz
oid, long before taking Selegiline. I'm curious about Tianeptine in this regard, and as a potential alleviator of the anxiety.
It is interesting to note that you refer to your tendancy to anxiety as irritating. I would have a think about that if I was you.
A gross understatment. My apologies. I would say it's massively debilitating.
Perhaps working out an effective way to deal with your anxiety that doesn't involve supplements may be a safer option first.
Indeed. If this seemed possible back then - or now - that certainly would be preferable. Yet it seems this "effective way" either doesn't exist, or is so time-consuming, and not effective at all, that it cancels out its own worth. Enough so that attempting self-medication seems a most worthwhile avenue to pursue, at any rate.
Your motivation, mood and anxiety may not be chemically based.
This seems to me an ill-conceived notion, though, but you're free to elaborate if you're still around.
Edited by odeja, 02 August 2007 - 08:02 PM.