i really appreciate your response, i was worried later that you might misinterpret my intervention. I often happen to question my own actions at later times and i figure out i was being eccentric, manic, or plain weird. I think probably a good part of my reports on meds would need an aftermath, post.mortem section 
It does look like you did your homework ,you might very well be right; but never discard a doctors opinion completely! Anyhow, could you hook me up with the atomoxetine source aswell? It looks like we're on similar boats. SCT Fits me better than ADD-i. (the only things that make me doubt it are I do have strong derealization/anhedonic components though and often random crying spells without emotions too)
No prob's, I don't want to disrespect anyone who replies to me - that in itself is often a sign of a benevolent interest. = )
And yeah, sure, I can hook you up with the source - check out this site:
http://www.nippon-pharmacy.jp/
They send meds all around the world, to people who have the need of them.
It's quite possible that you have SCT and depression, seeing as according to the data, us SCT-ers are very prone to depression, perhaps even more so than ADHD-ers. We also have intense amounts of anxiety - anxiety-disorders such as Avoidant Personality Disorder, is fairly common among our population - in stark contrast to ADHD, where conduct-disorders, the complete opposite, is fairly common.
What are your diagnoses? I would recommend Reboxetine before I recommend Atomoxetine though, btw - I don't metabolise ATX, but for other people, the metabolite often proves problematic - that skull on the official Strattera-packaging isn't there for fun, you know.
So, try Reboxetine first.
Btw, I gotta' ask... I've noticed that nearly everyone with SCT seems to have the same problem as me - a highly, highly complex Sleeping-disorder - how is your sleep? Is it fractured? Do you wake up not feeling rested, sometimes?
I'm doing a trial of Gabapentin for that now, but I'm not entirely certain it's helping - perhaps I need to increase dosage, hmm... (on 300 mg right now)