I have had these thoughts for awhile and although I primaily associate this site for it's nootropics discussion, I know that health and longevity are big parts of the community here and I was listening to a youtube discussion about this community. I figure it is time for me to ask the people here who are in for long lives
Do you really want to live 30-40 years above the average human lifespan? Getting mentally jaded while watching everyone you know passing away and the world you knew becoming obsolete?
I have the genes to live into my 90's while doing whatever I want to do and with an already healthy lifestyle along with a few great health supplements and vitamins and I am certain to live above the average in my family line. On top of that it is projected that most of us (younger generations) will live well past the current life expectancy as well. That is horrifying me for a few reasons. A big part of working on my health is because I generally believe in being the best I can be and I do not like the idea of watching myself get old, deteriorate, and become weak. Once all that happens inevitably, I would be hindered on actually experiencing life and most likely stuck alone and old with the lifespan I am in for just trapped with my own mind and memories. Right now, that sounds like solitary confinement and my mind is addicted to exploring.
I am only 26 now but my lifestyle has involved so much research and experience exploring that my insight already impresses and amazes people well beyond my own years. I feel like I am in that intellectual rabbit hole where the more I know, the more I realize I do not know and I am addicted to knowing why. I feel like a different person every year as I just mentally evolve at a rate others do not. The best way I can describe it is kids start off knowing nothing and they just connect with each other over the smallest things because they are learning it together. Their interest shape around their peers. Everyone becomes adults and they all diverge from each other and become rocks who are no longer malleable. It feels like I am still evolving when that is not supposed to be anymore.
It's become very existential. I don't have the slightest of suicidal tendencies which scares me more because I am just going to have to deal with those decades of excessive age. I naturally absorb existential topics but the way I cope with the anxiety it gives most people is by distracting myself and I am able to stay very happy compared to the average joe luckily. But I just see the scale tipping in the other direction as if the hour glass is weighing down the other end.
Cool story bro, tl;dr.
How do some people here cope with this, and what makes some people here want to achieve immortality or incredibly long lives?