Yeah, this is a rather special day, because I have been suffering from burnout for some time, and today, when I FINALLY got all of the necessary products - my life has improved (it had done so previously as well, from the incomplete product-list) and my physical activity, my MENTAL activity, has increased.
I've actually done a good deal of exercise today, push-ups, sit-ups, knee-crunchers, running, jogging and walking - as well as the final test: SNOW-PLOWING! : D
Damn, that last one is hard work...
Anyways, these are the compounds I need to take to keep my brain going, so I can get my body going:
NSI-189 - 20 mg
Atomoxetine - 35 mg
Modafinil 200 mg* (*actually using 150 mg ARmodafinil right now, but the results are the same.)
Gabapentin - 300 mg
The NSI-189 is for Burnout, a form of more cognitively impairing and difficult to treat depression - induced from low external chronic stress (somewhat similar to how PTSD develops, but slow-burn), the Atomoxetine and the Modafinil is for Sluggish Cognitive Tempo - a form of attention-deficit differing in symptoms and treatment from ADHD (more like narcolepsy, actually), the Gabapentin (and in part, the modafinil) is for PLMD - Periodic Limb-Movement Disorder - a disease which causes my arms and legs to twitch and vibrate when I sleep, worsening sleep-quality significantly, making recuperation difficult. Only NSI-189 can ever truly be removed, the others I need to be on for as long as I live.
Now, since my motivation is back, my fear lessened, and my learned helplessness is weakening (I'm actually making plans for dating and business again!) I want to get back to the REAL exercising:
Martial arts.
To learn how to fight reasonably, so as to protect myself and build my self-esteem has been a project for the last couple of years - prior to intense studies and subsequent burnout, I was also making some headway there. I want to return to this, and get better at kicking ass again.
As such, I plan to return to full-contact KARATE - which, quite frankly, is a friggin' grueling sport...! 0_o Many sessions used to leave me completely knackered - with a bruised and battered body - inflammated joints and muscle-groups are the norm, as sometimes you even get small oedema's from all the pounding...! Not to mention how yes, bones can get fractured as well (I've broken several when I practised previously), or semi-fractured, with multiple small micro-fractures instead, from the act of "hardening".
Overall, Karate kind of made me feel like sh*t quite often, and I always had a hard time to recuperate correctly, missing out on practise as a result.
Well, this time I want to do better!
So, does anyone have any suggestions on what sort of technology, chemicals and techniques can be used to speed up recovery? Basically, I'm looking for some kind of iron-tight protocol which enhances healing - something like what the pro-athletes use.
I was thinking something like this:
Meldonium
Bromantane (for the more grueling sessions, like when there's grading)
DMSO (for healing tendons and cartilage)
Cold Showers (apparently this helps, when done chronically during regular exercise...)
Sleep (since I did not know about my fatigue being connected to PLMD in the past, I'm thinking I might do better recuperation-wise this time around - now that I know how to improve it)
Improved coordination (one of the reasons I get so F***ED UP, is because I'm quite bad at MA! I know now that this is because of decreased reaction-time from SCT and coordination-problems - I notice somewhat of an increase in dexterity and muscle-control since beginning treatment with moda and atx - implying that some of my coordination-problems are connected to the disturbance in the SPL - Superior Parietal Lobe - of SCT)
SARM's - I am considering using these, since they do appear to be safer than steroids and some of them are specifically made to heal bones and cartilage, which could make them better recuperation-compounds rather than muscle-builders. Or should I perhaps wait with karate and instead try to build a bigger frame, to endure more punishment? Using SARM's, that is.
What say you, ladies and gentlemen? Can I use some biochemistry to improve my chances at doing Martial Arts? What would you suggest that I take, or do, to improve recuperation?
Any and all suggestions and tips are heartily received! : D