Now, I no longer know what supplements I can take.
For example: Yesterday I drank lots of coffee which made me exhausted, tired and nervous jittery at the same time.
After I drank my coffee after lunch, I again felt the jitteriness and could not focus. So after 15 minutes, I decided to take L-Theanine (Suntheanine). I felt very calm, my focus improved. I thought that is what I should take now with coffee. Also I experienced NO CRASH, so I had energy at midnight too. Otherwise I would experience the crash after 2-4 hours (although I don't drink lots of coffee).
Today, I drank coffee after breakfast (I didn't took Theanine because I wanted to experience the caffeine rush). After few minutes I felt the caffeine kicking in.
After an hour or so, I no longer felt the rush and was a bit tired.
During lunch I drank coffee and took Theanine 10 minutes later. I felt a bit calm but after an hour I experienced the CRASH. My hands were also shaking which I often experience when I take Theanine with coffee.
I decided to take a pill which contains Rhodiola Ashwagandha ginkgo and other stuff. (https://www.ringana....t/caps-cerebro/)
I don't know what this pills actually do to me. Sometimes I experience headache and fatigue after taking them.
Rhodiola is very weird. It might decrease the Sympathetic nervous system (which is good because I often feel the fight-flight-response), but sometimes I feel weird in the brain more.
I only want to improve my verbal fluency, energy, calmness, memory.
Why does nothing work???
Why does coffee sometimes trigger anxiety symptoms (although there is nothing to worry), sometimes I feel extreme confused after coffee and makes me more introverted and sometimes actually depressed.
But sometimes I become slightly clear in my head and makes me more outgoing, euphoria, good mood.
What is causing this??? Why could the effect of coffee not be good always?
I don't want not to drink coffee. After I feel tired I actually need something. And everybody drinks coffee so I can drink it too!!
The most important thing is that coffee improves my attention to surrounding and the ability to multitask!! Without coffee I don't recognize my surrounding, f.e. like writing this text on my mobile phone and listening to my family at the same time. With coffee I could do that (sometimes, but I think Rhodiola decreases the ability to multitask).