Hello,
My situation is as follows. I had been taking GBL and GHB and Phenibut for about 4 years (huge amounts, hospitalized several times) and I probably totally destroyed my GABA B receptors, plus alcohol in that moments, where I wanted to recover from GBL addiction. After 4 tears, to recover, a doctor prescribed me benzodiapines (Tranxene, Diazepam) and I had been taken it for about 2 years and probably downregulated GABA A receptors as well.
After 1.5 years of abstinence I feel horrible still, huge mood swings, unable to climb normally on stairs (2nd floor), heart problems while doing any exercises, and most important, huge problems with sleep. Sleeping about 2-3 hour at night, but I have NO problem with falling asleep, but wake up after 3h and I cannot sleep.
So:
- mood horrible swings, low mood most of times
- physicals terribly fillings
- anxiety
- heart problems
- sleeping more than 3h impossible
For all that time I thought maybe it will regenerate itself, but it seems that it's not. So last time I tried Baclofen and it helped me a little, for example I can normally climbing on my 2nd floor, feel little bit better, but all I know I again downregulate GABA B receptors, so I think this is the wrong way again.
So I have done some research and found some substances which might help, but I am noob, so I do not want to take something which might worsened my condition.
- BPC-157 (https://www.ncbi.nlm...pubmed/10707891)
- memantine
- fasoracetam
- Selank and Semax (https://www.ncbi.nlm...pubmed/24913576)
- Afobazole (https://www.ncbi.nlm...pubmed/27636931)
- HDAC inhibitors: Vorinostat, PRL-8-53 (https://www.ncbi.nlm...les/PMC3717553/)
- homotaurine (https://www.ncbi.nlm.../pubmed/2823166)
I do not know any of those above.
My goal is to:
- heal somehow my GABA A and GABA B
- during healing do not commit suicide because of the mood (in other words what to take to feel normally?)
- be able to sleep more not using GABA X
I just want to add, that there is no specialist, doctor, anyone in my country with whom I could talk about my problem and start any treatment. When I mention about GABA, they are thinking I am talking of some quantum mechanic rocket science thing. That is why I ask you for any help here. I just want to feel normal again and not feel that I am dying every single morning.