Hello LongeCity,
I was asked by an advisor (mod?) in my intro to repost my thread in this sub forum. It's nice to be here, and I look forward to talking more:
I was born in December, 1984 so I recently turned 33 years old. My entire life I've aged slowly but things are slowly getting worse. I went on holiday last summer and was held at the airport for half an hour because my passport was suspicious due to my age. I was at a party last night with people I didn't know which literally came to a standstill when people found out I was 33, no one could believe it, it's a common reaction, but the severity of it last night unsettled me to say the least.
Here's what I know about my condition: during birth I became tangled in the womb and had to be emergency C-sectioned but I had already asphyxiated and was dead on delivery. They however managed to resuscitate me and I was kept in an incubator for a few months. It's hard to know the details about all this as my mother was alone at the hospital and heavily sedated during the birth.
As I grew up I quickly became obese by my teens (looking under and up to 10 years old by the time I was 16) at 16 they finally began to diagnose some of the problems with me. It emerged that I had damage either to the pituitary gland or the stalk when I asphyxiated at birth (the running theory at least), this had naturally a knock on effect. I was diagnosed with hypothyroidism, an immunity disorder and a severe lack of hydrocortisone. I will just quickly point out that I am sexual active and can grow facial hair.
Anyway long story short, I'm now a healthy weight I regularly run and do strength workouts, whilst my immunity is low I don't take any medications save medication to treat my thyroid condition, which I self medicate. I'm healthy for the most part, I barely drink or smoke, I'm not someone who has any extensive drugs background and I've cycled between meat eating, vegetarianism and veganism though these days I juggle all three depending on the day.
Anyway, sorry I know I'm going on a bit. Why am I here? Because at the end of the day while I love who I am for all the problems medically and socially I live with, I'm scared. Endocrinologists I meet don't have a clue what to do other than prescribe testosterone supplement (which I haven't taken for like a decade because it made me too aggressive, besides which I find exercise does a better job at producing a smaller but impactful amount.)
I guess I live with a couple of fears that a) I'm going to wake up one day and start rapidly aging and b) that if I don't something insidious is going on beneath the surface and I'm going to suffer horribly in my old age from all sorts of problems. Again, doctors just don't know. they just want to study me, I've literally had doctors from all over a hospital wing come to meet me because they found me fascinating. It's terrifying.
I'm not expecting answers here, but people here do seem to care about the issue and I don't know, maybe I'll find some tools, mental or otherwise to put my mind at ease going forward.