I'm looking for a source for Picamilon that is obtainable from the US.
I don't use this recreationally. Basically I'm using it as a rescue dose for extreme anxiety that is the result of protracted withdrawal from years of prescription z-drug use. Apparently my gaba receptors have not yet normalized 30 months after quitting nightly use of eszopiclone.
When I really get into a high anxiety state it's the only thing that will reliably pull me out of it that I feel isn't a massive threat to undoing whatever recovery I'm managed to build. I'm really trying to stay away from GABA receptor PAMs and don't believe that GABA itself will be as down regulating to these receptors.
I use maybe 150mg every week or so. I've got a bottle from 2015 that will be depleted in another month or two.
So does anyone know a reliable source that can get this material into the US in spite of our idiotic laws?
